When I ride my motorcycle, I turn my brain off, I become numb without any feelings of sadness, anger, or fear. This feeling is addicting, it is as if time slows down and speeds up at the same time.
Today I pulled my bike out of the garage, feeling at first sad, and then anger. I pulled out and just left and rode. It was a cure to that feeling in my heart. Then I arrived at work and it all came back.
I am a stray dog again. Without any home, any family.
My sister threatens me. She says she will call the police on me and make stuff up if I piss her off.
My parents are completely supporting of her and completely against me.
My brother gets in trouble for defending me.
I am kicked out once again, and this time I am not coming back.
· Sat May 21, 2011 @ 08:18pm · 0 Comments