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i don't like senior year stuff.

i don't like any of my senior pictures.

i'm scared that i ruined the grad invites by choosing the wrong picture of the less icky ones that, when i printed wallets, turned out quite icky.

i don't feel very awesome about how my high school career has gone and the choices i have made.

i'm frustrated about prom stuff.

I don' t like having to deal with what comes after high school.

i'm not good at anything.

i don't know what to wear for graduation, because

i don't like the dress i made.

i don't like that i still am someone i don't want to be, but i don't know who i want to be.

i don't like that i like who i like, because i don't really like them.

i hate that i always have that thought.

i don't like having to prep for graduation, because i have no idea what's going on or what is supposed to happen.

i don't like my senior pictures.

i don't feel too awesome about anything right now.

like a swan, trying to look so graceful but under the water it's desperately flailing its feet to keep afloat.