So I've decided to step back and take a look at my life. After championships on April 2nd, something in me changed. It feels like I haven't been acting like the real me, and the real is bursting to come out. I realized that I'm tired of color guard and want to do something new like drumline. There's three problems with doing drumline...wait make that like five. 1. Jeremy-the instructor- intimidates me. 2. James Briley. Nuff said. 3. I don't really have any friends in drumline, my two besties are guard girls for life. 4. Two ex boyfriends. 5. A guy I came close to dating. I really think that I'm not the guard girl I've been acting like the past two years. I feel that I'm more os a musician than a spinner. Oh another problem with doing drumline, I can't play any percussive instruments. But at championships seeing the Tates Creek Indoor Percussion inspired me to try being a drummer just once and see how it goes. But I'm not sure yet.
And I've decided that I might pick the viola back up since that seems to have been the only I was truly good at and inspired to do... I really wish I hadn't taken a look at my life but it was needed.
 Poisoned Plum · Tue Apr 05, 2011 @ 01:07am · 0 Comments |
