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Indrid's Innervision
I like to write about anything of interest to me at the time. Be it relationship problems, daily life, or something that I just found aout about that I like.
Back into the same damn s**t...
Well.. Mara and I broke up.. Found out a girl that I'd loved for two years was playing me for a fool. Finally I said "y'know what? to hell with this all!" and I just asked someone out for tomorrow night. Her name's Amber. Funny story, Amber's best friend is Jessica's, Jessica's sister is Rachel, and Rachel is Mara's best friend. Amber's brother is Charels, Charels' best friend is Daniel, and Daniel is one of the reasons that Mara and I broke up. I swear to god, no matter how hard I try to pull away my fate seems to be interwoven with that whole groups.

At any rate I went to my first Hooka bar last night. Hooka's are awesome, my first time smoking too. lol I can still taste the watermelon on my breath from it. (it was watermelon flavored tobacco). Anywho we got to talking to Jen, one of eric's co-workers at chuck-e-cheeses. She seemed pretty cool. We talked for about 2 or 3 hours while we smoked. But alas, we got the munchies, and the group split. Afterwards we wen5t to.. some.. womans house for drinks. I tried some of that Absolute.. DEAR GOD! I couldent stand it, that s**t was nasty. I'll take wine over the hard stuf any day of the week. I was kinda hoping that it would erupt into an orgy, but no one really drank anything so.. so much for the drunken wild orgy.

I spent the night over at erics so I could help him get set-up for the BBQ today. I got some serious depression from the crowd. I swear, when i'm invited to parties I keep feeling like i'm an outcaste of the grup, and when i'm not I feel unwanted. I have some serious social issues. I think the main part of my depression today was due to the fact that the Hooka bar we went to last night was arabic and playing teh middle eastern music, and thats the kind of music that Mara Used to belly dance to. Then seeing all the couples at the party, I just felt.. left out.

Indrid Cold
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