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8-27-10
It's been a while since i've been on here. I did end up quitting soccer. I truly suck at team work. I have never failed a class in high school and i'm going into my senior year. My GPA is a 3.0, who could want a better gpa. I did find out I was diagnosed with A.D.D when I was young though my mom didn't think i needed drugs. I am fully recovered. I don't sekf injur or want to die ever. Though being 18 I have wished I could be outside of my moms home. Though with no money and no job that isn't possible. Well, school starts on the 7th. Its so unbelievable that i'm a senior. Everyone still hates me at this school. Though I found a school where not everyone hated me. I found a school where I actually fit in a group. I finally know how it feels to be a part of something. I do have to say it is great most of the time though there are times when I just wanted to crawl in my shell and run away. I didn't though. I also met someone....I guess you could say they are the love of my life....or they were. I did what I always do when things get difficult. I broke up with him. I did it because no matter what I did i'd be forced to live an hour away from him if not more. When I asked him out he asked me out at the same time. Though no one knew that I asked God what I should do because he seemed to know most answers then. After I had asked "should I ask him out" I looked out my bus window and believe it or not in the clouds I saw YES. That is why I believe he is the love of my life. We never kissed because people kept screwing it up. They kept bothering us. Even still I remember each and every moment with him. I think of him without even trying
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