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Bwahaha I shall become a Journal Whore! >:3 "How is that different from you being a regular whore, Natalie?? :0" First off, shut up Wendy. You have no right to talk. =^^= Second, being a JW means that I post constantly in my journal and since I've already started doing that, I just thought I might as well adopt the title. C: So, if for some godforsaken reason you are subscribed to my journal and don't want me clogging up your little notifications thingy, unsubscribe. And if you don't want to read rambling, then don't read it. Simple as that. =^^= Now onto business!

I just woke up like 20 minutes ago and I'm happy. At least I didn't sleep in until 4 like yesterday. o-o;; I've been feeling a bit better which makes me happyface. Take THAT modern day medicine! >: D I don't need you! Bwahaha! *throws pills into the doctor's face* ...anywaaaaaays<3 =^^=;;

My arm is a tad sore, but it wasn't too deep, so I should be fine. The marks will go away soon, hopefully before school starts. I don't want anyone having a cow over it. *rolls eyes* It really is nothing. I can do as I please. If anyone has a say in anything I do, it's Master.

Speaking of Master, I feel really bad about what I did... I have no right to speak to him that way. Not only is he my Master, but he is someone I genuinely care for and respect. I just...am stupid. I don't deserve a Master like that... He puts up with my bullshit and my stupid crying and me being a complete b***h and for that I am both grateful and sorry. I love Master, but I'm a big girl and I need to learn that I can solve my own problems myself most of the time. I just need some control. :/ Ah, but Master is mad at me...or at the very least hurt because of what I did...he probably won't read this... <-.-> God...I wish I could say these sorts of things to people's faces...

*sigh* I guess that's it for now. I think I'll go draw something or watch YouTube videos of Sonic comics. Until next time. *bows*