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ITS KILLING ME.

stop lieing to me,
talk to me truthfuly.
I cant stand it,
I cant feel my heart.
its dead of sadness.
we never were,
and never will be,
so stop talking to me.
just save me the agony.
I cant stand the pain,
its killing me...

You have my heart.

you always know how to make me smile,
you always know how to make me cry.
but I know we cant go without those times.
you are the light in my dark,
you are the beat to my heart,
and thats why I love you.
Im telling you,
you have my heart.
so hold it tight,
and hold it with warm.
hold it with care,
but hold it without no harm.

SOUL

a soul is something every one holds
so i wonder what happens when you let go of it.
i know when im sad and alone i always look to my soul for comfort
do you do the same??
i used to think if i didnt have a soul to vent to
what do i have??
thats when you said
"forever and always ill be here for you...i love you"

zombie

i feel like a zombie
i cant feel my heart
i feel like a zombie
i dont feel like myself?
so lock me away forever!
keep me away til i die!
i have no heart
i have no sense
i dont no what im doing?
i dont want to hurt you
i dont want to kill you
but i dont no what im doing!
so lock me away forever!
keep me away till i die!
cause im-a-zombie..
its not fair
i didnt ask for this
it wasnt my choice
i didnt get to live my life as a normal girl
so lock mee away forever...
keep me away till i die...
cause i have no hert
and have no sense
i dont no what im doing?
i just wish i got thee chance to...
but because im a zombie i have no heart to love
because im a zombie i have no sense to love
and cause im a zombie ill try to hurt you
ill try to kill you
i cant help this
so sorry that im-a-zombie...