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Im Eryn. Im 13 years old, and goth...My journal is probably going to be what my life is like being goth or an outcast.Or... Were I talk dirty about people I hate!!!! Mwhaahaahaa....
Were do I go now? I feel totally alone. I cant ever talk to some one on the phone cause they dont pick up. I feel awful. Worthless, like I mean nothing at all to anyone. I wish life would end for me. I think I've lived the time I was ment to live plus some. Nothing really makes me truely happy anymore. To add on top of everything else I pretty sure my parents are turning into druggies! And their fighting is getting worse. Im just waiting for my mom or dad to hit me. Im not even sure my bf likes me anymore. He never would beleive that Im emo. He refuses to think that its true. And if he doesnt want to believe that, then why should I think that he'll believe me if I tell him that Im bi-sexual. I dont know who to trust anymore my best friend, since were 2, just proved that she doesnt really care.

I feel as though I should go back to the way I was....Depressed and angery.

I dont know what to do anymore...I truely believe that I've hit rock bottom.

I just want to cut and cut and cut to make the pain go away...I've attempted suicide before...It didnt work...If someone can help me please do.But if your going to tell me to just stop it and act normal thats not real advice.

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