Mood: Tired.
Song: Love Like a Sunset (Animal Collective) - Phoenix
You're like a sunset.
Robotic feel, I wonder what its like.
Miserable, though clearly not depressing for one's self because they don't feel it themselves.
To walk through life and mimic what you think you are supposed to feel.
To study situations, question them, and learn how to react in your own situations much similar to those.
"I've never really felt any form of sadness, happiness, or even anger.
I just know how to fake it."
That's disgusting.
I'm getting nostalgic,
And nervous.
Butterflies are taking over my stomach,
You're coming here soon.
So sooon mamacat.
And I can't wait.
I mean, I know I've been saying that now,
But I'm just waiting for you to tell me your flight info, it seems.
So I can be the first person everyone sees when they get off that plane for Virginia,
So I can run up to you and hug you and have sweet tears of joyyy!
Bah. But I can't lie,
Part of me is scared it's not going to happen.
Like this is a sick joke and I'm being pranked.
I'm afraid.
Also,
I leave for phoenix in seven days.
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