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It's so hard pretending around him...second best...I am the second choice yet again...when it was Amber and Martin, then Nick and Mindy, and now Neo and Kuma...it hurts...it hurts so bad...Ki was just trying to help, but when he said that..."you are his second favorite person"...it broke my heart...God, I cried. But I stayed in character well, didn't I? Heh, even now, I am crying. Why couldn't he have said I was one of his favorite people? He didn't need to label me on a list...2nd place...2nd...God...