I did not write these lyrics.
But they explain how i feel.
Face down on the bathroom floor
Did you know you left me hanging out to dry
Can you see me in the ICU
Do you even care, I'm fighting for my life
Wrapped in confusion
Were you only using me to try to get him back
You set me up and that was my mistake
And all I got was permanent heartbreak
Damaged beyond repair
I was, I was much better off
Before I met you
And you're with him
It pisses me off that you're A-Okay
And all that I've got is permanent heartbreak
Left lying in my bed
It's killing me that
Your next to him, not me
I wish I wasn't stuck with
This stupid tattoo of you on me
Wrapped in confusion
Were you only using me to try to get him back
You set me up and that was my mistake
And all I got was permanent heartbreak
Damaged beyond repair
I was, I was much better off
Before I met you
And you're with him
It pisses me off that you're A-Okay
And all that I've got is permanent heartbreak
Can you see me and I see you
Do you even care, I'm dying
You set me up and that was my mistake
And all I got was permanent heartbreak
Damaged beyond repair
I was, I was much better off
Before I met you
And your with him
It pisses me off that your A-Okay
Woah oh, I hate that your A-okay!
And all that I've got is permanent heartbreak
Thank you much, Friday Night Boys.
So much to b***h about, so little time.
Since i have to get up at the crack of fother-mucking dawn to drive around worcester country with a geriactric *****, i'll keep it short and embellish later.
Selena has decided randomly that she wants to be in band next year. there are so many things wrong with this, I can't even begin to comprehend how pissed off this makes me.
1. 99.999% of all drama, tears, and anger from anyone involved in the music department, anime club, craft club, whatever, comes from selena. the marching band takes drama and makes it fester, rot, and corrode, until the people involved wish that it never happened. basically, we have enough drama without her adding to it. *headdesk*
2. when they ineveitably break up (inevitably because selena will drop snapplecap the second she sees someone she likes better, with no regard for anyone's feelings but her own. why? because that's the way she frakking rolls. and she's actually ok with it. not even the most minuscule amount of guilt.), we'll (read "i'll" wink have to deal with snapplecap hating selena, selena not giving a crap, and the words that should be said between them that won't ever be said, since when selena is done, she's DONE. any words spoken to her after that about your relationship indicate to her that you are a hopeless stalker who needs to grow up and move on. even especially if you don't want her back. also, when the season ends after they break up, snapplecap will still have to see selena every single day for the rest of the year, since band is a school class. which sucks for her.
3. i have to practically live with them for 4 months. because that's how long marching season is. then, for the rest of the year after that, i'll still have to deal with them during rehearsals for concerts. selena is slutty enough to do whatever the hell she wants to in front of whichever unlucky bastards happen to be standing there at the time, and dumb enough to not relaize that other people wish that they'd get a freaking room. seriously, with all the making out that goes on in the band room, it's a wonder that we haven't all been arrested for running a brothel. then add selena to it, and you'll probably find us on porntube before the end of the month. which is not ok with me.
4. selena hasn't quite figured out how much i hate her. which means that she'll act like we're friends. for the entire year. please, just put me out of my potential misery.
5. you know those little things that couples do when they're really into each other? like touching hair, brushing of hands, you know. i get to watch that for the whole year. and having selena rub my face in what i don't have that she does, AGAIN. if band wasn't so important to me, i'd drop it and avoid being considered a masochist. but i can't. so i'm emotionally effed.
6. snapplecap doesn't know quite how much i hate selena, either. so she'll be acting like nothing is wrong, even when it's so obvious that everything is.
7. when the practices get brutal, i get to put up with selena bitching about it. i'm SO looking forward to that. emo
I'm pretty sure that someone up there has a really frakked up sense of humor. i'm not sure what i did karmically to deserve this, but it must have been bad. i strongly regret doing whatever it was that i did. i will do quite a lot to make this not ever happen, and to go back in time and erase the whole memory of this shitfest of a highschool career.
You set me up and that was my mistake
And all I got was permanent heartbreak
Damaged beyond repair
I was, I was much better off
Before I met you
And you're with him
It pisses me off that you're A-Okay
And all that I've got is permanent heartbreak
shane, thank you for letting me talk. even if you don't know everything, you know a damn sight more than everyone else. thank you for listening.
ok, rizu's off to bed. geriatric driving instructors wait for no emo kid.
s'later.
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