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sad Why? that is what i ask myself everytime i see him that girl...Why is she so lucky that she has him? Why does he love her? Why doesn't he see that i like him? I made it very clear on the day that my two friends asked him out for me...It's not like i was asking him out for the hell of it...
So, everytime i saw him i felt my heart skip a beat, i felt my face get hot,i felt my knees start to shake, and i felt the "butterflies" in my stomach... he still doesn't understand how much i like him...
Everytime i see him i think about how much i'm in love with him... haha if only it was as easy as a movie... but, i always think about the last time i had a crush on a guy. He would never talk to me or look at me and it was so obvious that i had a crush on him... He had a conversation with my friend and when she told me about it i felt my heart break...
I guess i will never have luck in love and i guess guys that i have crushes on will never feel the same but, what can i do? This is part of the hell we live through called "Life"