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A journal how I will take ten minutes of my life and what ever comes to my head, I will type up.
It's time for me to say Goodbye...
It's time for me to say goodbye...

I have been with Gaia since January 30th, 2005. I joined due to my cousin not figuring out how to activate his account on here. When I browsed around the site I immediately fell in love with the avatars and how one could customize them, it was just awesome.
I remember when I seriously became addicted to Gaia that my grades actually started to drop or I would put off things just to be on Gaia. I remember when I would constantly change my avatar literally seconds after I had just saved it. The feeling was just so pure. To be able to create something unique within these little chibi guys. Haha.

But it is time for me to go. I can say many negetative things about Gaia, but all I will say is the Gaia cliche everyone has heard: Gaia just isn't the same anymore.
I will leave it at that, instead I will say why I love Gaia. (Ok, so I may slip a few negative things in, xD)

Gaia, when I first joined Gaia was community based, it was like a rose blooming, the beauty it holds was magnificent. I met some tremendous people here, I seriously had the time of my life on this site. While people who rarely go on computers may say that I had no life for being on here, I would gladly disagree. Sites like these are places where I can truly be myself, no judgment. I can be free with my thoughts, I can actually have discussions! People in the real world, I'll say it, you can't. You will eventually run across those who have a stick up their a**. While you will find people like that on sites like these, you can at least look more into those people by looking through their threads/posts and SEEING that they too have different opinions, even opinions that you agree with even though you just disagreed with them. Sites like these are where people can truly be themselves. I treasure and adore these sites.

Honestly, Gaia was my first ever avatar forum I found out. And while I am leaving, I know I truly will not be able to leave it, I will eventually log back in and lurk around. As they say, you always will love your first love.

To my dear friends at the Sniper Game Guild:
I am so GLAD that Zaeyde showed us this game in the GCD. I really wasn't going to join it, but I did. And I met some of the best people of my life there. Nymphie, Gamemaniac, Merumiharu, Buzzkid, Inasanemonkey, Ezra, KoriKun, Shoy, Roy, Hirun, Wrendraith, those are just the few of the many people I met and who will always be with me. I will NEVER forget you guys, of course how can I? You guys made my time in Gaia worth while, all the memories we had in the thread (I will be honest, I STILL am stubborn that we go moved to a guild, that most likely is the reason why I was an a** sometimes), games, town, and the guild. I miss the organizations of the game. I really hope you guys eventually go back to the old ways, I think some of the new users would love that. By the way, Emo Organization for the win. xD
I already miss you guys and I hope we can meet or talk out of Gaia some day (Nymphie, I WILL GO VEGAS AND I WILL CALL YOU UP! I WILL! You're one of my goals in life Nymphie, to see you in person no matter where you are, I don't care if you go back to Australia or to the east coast or anywhere, I WILL meet you.)
Zae, if you ever happen to read this, I want to thank you. Because of you I had fun, because of you I met all these awesome people.

To my dear friends at Thread Killers Inc.:
I'm sorry, I truly am, I have lately been horribly neglecting the guild. I wish there was something I could do to make it up. I wanted to clean the guild up numerous amounts of time, but Gaia prevents mass deletion of threads. But, that is no excuse for my neglect. I love you guys so much, you too all hold a special place in my heart.
General, you are so special, unique, I always loved to read what you had to say.
Aunchie, for some reason every time I would see you the color pink would pop into my mind, I loved that about you. You are a calm and soothing person to be around.
Planet, you're sweet and kind, you were always there for the guild, always. I don't know how I could thank for that. <3
Fenky, oh boy, haha. Fenky, you are one crazy dude....I love that about you. You were always there reviving the guild during the slow times, thank you.
Tainted, I loved your attitude so much. You were perky and goofy, well you gave that impression to me at least (it was probably the teeth too xD), and it was refreshing and so vibrant. I will miss you.
Knil, your attitude was brilliant I was so happy that General brought you in. You were hilarious and I will miss that.
Atrian, what a shock to find out you were a girl, haha. Still gets me. I will miss you and your uplifting spirit. n_n

Guild, I am terribly sorry to leave you. Believe it or not you guys made it the hardest for me to leave Gaia, honestly. I still can't truly leave Gaia knowing what I am leaving behind. Thread Killers Inc., I love you guys. so. much.
Take care.

Gaia, I bid thee farewell, I will miss you so much, like I said I can't fully leave. Every once in awhile I probably will log in. n_n

Farewell and Take Care,
Matthew R. Jackson (GtHb)


Note: Obviously! I would LOVE to keep in contact with people, dur!!.
I have moved to Soliaonline, my name there is the same as here.
I also have a deviantart account: gthb.deviantart.com
I also have a myspace and facebook, if you would like those links please drop me a message on the journal comments or either Solia or Deviantart and I will give them to you.
n_n







User Comments: [3]
Anael De Ezra
Community Member





Sun Jan 10, 2010 @ 06:55am


Please don't leave. gonk We will all miss you!


Nymphiedora
Community Member





Mon Jan 11, 2010 @ 06:35am


I AM A GOAL biggrin

D< I have a job this semester or else I would so go visit you. Except if I didnt have a job I couldnt afford to visit you. But now that I can afford it I dont have the time. SO HORRIBLE gonk


Aunchie_Sana
Community Member





Mon Jan 11, 2010 @ 07:07am


Ahh :c

Gthb, It's so sad to see you leave.

I'm so glad that you let us know at least and I'm sure I will probably revive (get it off the ground, lol) my account on solia just to keep in contact.

I had no Idea you loved us so much at the guild, but I'm glad to hear it surprised


User Comments: [3]
 
 
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