Man... I decided to try and get a hold of a few people I was so close to in Michigan via Myspace... Wow. I had 107 pages of messages in my inbox dating all the way back to beginning of 2006 pretty much. Made me sick to my stomach. Made me wish that I would just turn back time and just prevent so much hurt and confusion. Needless to say it helped me spiral a bit deeper...
I can't sleep right now because I don't want Sarah to go back home. I'll miss her so much and I'm gonna be 100% jealous. So much in life has just gone wrong and I don't even realize how much until something like this happens since I forget so much.
=.= :le sigh:... Why couldn't I be wide awake for hours and hours while we had time to do stuff?! Oh no... It had to happen the night she's leaving.
But yeah.... Just needed to get this out somewhere
bitsie spider · Sat Oct 31, 2009 @ 08:21am · 0 Comments |