So in choir we are singing a song called Mon Coeur Se Recommande a Vous
which is translated to I Give to You All Of My Heart
I really like this piece
it's got a really nice tune and i can sing the notes (i'm an alto so i can't sing very high and i get mad when even the alto notes are high)
It's in french (duh) and we have been learning the words
sadly because our concert is only a few days away (today= tuesday concert= thursday) we won't have time to learn all the words
so we are sining one small section in english
SO BE IT!!!!
the holy spirits above took this chance to make life totally horrible
i don't mind the song
i don't mind that we have to sing 2 languages
but here's the part that's in english
My heart could only smile for you dear, and utter only gracious words. I can only long for you know that you are far away from me.
Beautiful, no?
SO
why does this make me ~sigh~?
it almost took the life out of me
the only good thing is that we sang our other song Boogie Woogie Bugle Boy (another song i like for the tune and vocal arrangements) cuz it cheers me up
(it's so happy)
but really
i'm trying to get over someone
and i get the feeling he doesn't even go to my school anymore (which is "probably a good thing" quote from rubae)
so how does this relate?!
My heart could only smile for you dear, and utter only gracious words.
YKW use to be someone who could easily put a smile on my face and he was uber sweet. and no matter what happened. no matter what people told me. he was always something beautiful and perfect in everyway (i say that cuz alot of people told me "what are you talking about he's ugly now" and i could never say that)
I can only long for you know that you are far away from me.
it fits in a way cuz after a while i couldn't see him at all and now
what do you know
he doesn't go to our school and what happens
everything just seems to point to him!!!!!!!
every song on the radio
my dreams
my homework
my pictures
movies
EVERYTHING
anything in my dreams become sources of pain and doubt
black and white striped shirts
the song "I'm Yours"
and i almost cried when i was slow dancing with my (awesome) boyfriend because So Sick just had to be playing
that's the worst song to listen to when trying to forget someone
the day made my head hurt
meaning it's time to move on
hopefully someday my journal entries won't be about Him
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