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I've been living for 21 years = 7,851 days = 188,424 minutes = 11,309,040 seconds....

I find myself Dreaming of a better tomorrow...I find myself dreaming to be a singer,...I find myself dreaming to be an actor,...I find myself Dreaming to be a writer, an artist, a game designer, a pro-athlete, a martial artist, a lover, a husband, a future father,....

Truth be told I don't want to dream...They make me feel weak...susceptible to manipulation, depression, anger, hate, jealousy, and a lot more...

Why did I have to start dreaming....I was intuned to reality...Everything I did was a result of action.....just acting, but now I sit here and dream......Call me melodramatic, Call me. an Emo...I don't really give a ******** anymore...This is how I feel Got dammit...and I don't give two flying shits..what the world thinks...

I see dreams as a human gambling machine..something for you to chase after and if you get it great...but one slip and it shatters...and you are all down trodden..to some degree .....******** that....If that is a dream...I don't want one....