Life is never as simple as it seems. Even the seemingly most normal life is full of secrets, desires and fears that are truly unexplained even to the people that experience these things. I’m no different then anyone else in this world. I have secrets, desires and fears that I don’t understand. But, what sets me apart from everyone else is that my desires are thought to be wrong, unnatural and truly feared by many of the world. The funny thing is, all of these people who think that what I’m feeling is wrong, unnatural and discussing are truly hypocrites. They have all felt this way before to another human being. The only difference is that I feel this way toward people of the same sex as me. I can’t control it, though many believe that this is a choice that I made. I don’t choose to be hated upon just because of the person I love. I don’t choose to love another female. I don’t choose any of this. I was born like this, and there isn’t any way of changing it. I will forever be attracted to other females, and I will never be able to stop it, despite my hardest effort to stop it. I can’t change my sexual orientation of being a bisexual female.
The_Broken_Angel_Of_Time · Wed Aug 19, 2009 @ 01:50am · 0 Comments |