A little rant about how difficult it is for me to make friends.
It's amazing how I've been on this site for so long and only managed to make one real-life friend. Don't get me wrong, I am grateful. But something just doesn't seem right. I don't know what is it about me and what others persive of me. This is not the first time this has happened to me though. For some reason, making friends has never been one of my best qualities. People just don't tend to be fond of me I guess. And It's not like I don't try. I do try but mostly give up when other's show no interest. At least, that's what my common sense lets me know. I just believe that to start a friendship and make it work, it should take an interest from both sides since the beginning. Otherwise, if I force it, I think I'll seem like a pusher and give a wrong impression about myself. I just never have been a very social guy but I'm also not a b***h. Lets put it this way, I'm not against making friends but neither in need. That doesn't mean I avoid it though.
In gaia, it also happens. Don't get me wrong. Its easy around here to make "friends", People who supposedly are there for you in the good and bad. Sadly, they turn out to be after something else. Lets just say it is something negative and that doesn't stand for the word "friendship".In the end, I like to think that friends come and go but the real ones always stay.
Can't wait to meet you, my soon to be friend.
· Sat Aug 15, 2009 @ 07:19pm · 2 Comments