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I'm beginning to question my very existence.....
Listening to the score of Transformers...
It's really good but it's making me feel more depressed then I already him with it's dramatic music.....I'm so tried...... fuc*ing tired.....I'm getting pissed about it, I couldn't sleep last night, again.
I ended up passing out sometime around 6 am and my mom woke me up at 8am.... because I left a note for my mom's bf telling him to ask her to wake me up early so I can go to the movies with my friend, I guess I should have just put "Two hours earlier than what she normally wakes me up" Or something like that I dunno...

Speaking of my mom's boyfriend....
I like this one...He's really nice to me and he doesn't try anything weird with my mom or me....My mom woke me up nicely today too, didn't yell and scream at me to " GET YOUR LAZY A** OUT OF BED AND HELP YOUR MOTHER!!"......... She was just like " Ashlynn, wake up" Simple. I don't know what the hell he said to her but I don't care because she's not so pissed off at me anymore....-sighs- Can anyone tell me what a real father is like? I don't know mine....fuc*ing lazy a** p***k....my "real" father is nothing but a sperm donor to me. I mean, who would forget their own daughters birthday!?
And I just found that out to because I heard my mom screaming at him over the phone about it! I don't hear from him as is and knowing the damned man doesn't even know my own birthday, yeah that just kills the whole " let me make it up to you" thing....On top of that, my favortie jacket (hoodie) is gone so I'm pissed! And my razor, that's gone too! (more pissed) And I can't fuc*ing find my stupid mp3 and it's SOOOO PISSING ME OFF MORE THAN ANYTHING!! UGH!! Oh.....Ha! I remember where I put them....haha nvm

Oh, Ok, one good thing about today, I'm going to the movie's with my best friend Catlin (I could have sworn she had a y in her name, so if im spelling it wrong I'm sorry) Aka, Pickle [[ppl don't ask]] Erm, gonna see Transformer 2 again...Ha! I saw it when it came out in IMAX And that was the first time I ever felt like such a nerd >w<
Oi! IMAX reminds me of Max!!!
I miss him! Ugh, hasn't it been a frigging week already?? I miss my brother!! TTwTT
ROAR I wrote a lot....o.O hrm... damnit..... Well I can't find my hooide, I found the razor and mp3 but not hoodie....goddamnit!


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  • User Comments: [2]
    narakus_little_girl
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    Mon Aug 10, 2009 @ 06:22am


    lol, stay strong, girly. Keep loomkin for da hoodie till ya find it.

    ...Um, i'm not sure if wanting to know how a 'real father is like' is such a good idea. I mean, I have one too, and i've known him, but I really wish I hadn't or that he had just...left me, my sister, and my mom alone. He's nice, but sometimes,(alotta times recently) he's gotten so pissed at the simplest things and taken them out on me, and my family. And what's worse? My stepmom thinks she owns both me and my best frirend, Ashley. Ashley's not even related and even if she were, there is no way in f****n h*ll I would let her boss my bf around. Like h*ll i'll let that happen.

    ...Oops, went on a little rant. O_o lol ^^;

    Anyway, again, dont fret about the dad thing.

    Aw, where's your brother?


    fakeaccountone
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    Mon Aug 10, 2009 @ 06:27am


    Lol, he was somewhere far but he's back now oi, i need to write a new entry O.o


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