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Hm. Where to start off?
Lately, I've been reading a lot of old things.
Things that used to mean a lot to me as the person I was two, three, or four years ago.
I thought I could never get over it, I thought I could never let go, but then... it happened.
That day came, and on that day last year my heart clenched into a tiny little ball and sent shock waves of pain all throughout my body.
But this year... this year, it came, and I didn't feel anything.
That day was like just any other regular day, and even though I couldn't say that last year it feels good to say it this year.
I love my life, and thats about it.
A few minutes ago I wished to return to my old life, but I realized... I don't want to go back there.
I don't want to go back to the place where things hurt and crushed me.
I'm stronger now than ever and I'll continue forward.
I'm alive and thats what matters. <3