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ARGH. Kisa. I told you millions of times in the past 5 years; GO AND USE THE BATHROOM ALREADY!!
Do you even know whats happening to your body when you get constipated ?! yes , it hurts to go, but you should have known better in first place !
Is what I've been saying to myself for quite awhile now. I mean, not to gross you out or anythin, but stool is leaking out of my a**. Isn't that terrible? I first got constipation in second grade. I was in A+ and I went to the bathroom and all of a sudden , I was constipated. A couple of days later it happened again. And really badly on Halloween that year. So bad , it took 4 hours . :/
We tried laxatives , prune juice , olive oil , prunes baths , EVERYTHING. And here I am , with chronic constipation. It recently got better for a while , but I thought , I'll just go when my butt tells me to. But , my butt doesn't tell me soon enough. So I get anxious when I'm near the bathroom. And I cry and cry before I go to the bathroom. I've been like this for 2 weeks now. I've gone through 3panties today. I don't know what to do next. Should I endure the pain ? Or just let it get worse ?
It's at times like these where I get depressed. Really depressed. I don't really care right now. It's going to hurt , no matter what I do.