"If I had a single flower for every time I think about you, I could walk forever in my garden."
You were like a brother to me.
I remember all the times you made me laugh.
I remember how you used to flirt with me, even after we broke up.
Even after I had found someone else.
If I could go back, I wouldn't change the decision I made.
But I would have loved you more.
I would have loved you like you deserved.
Like a sister should, because I remember how you used to always call me "sis."
I know you'd hate to see me crying now but I can't help it.
I miss you so much. It's so unfair.
You were so good to us. You were such a good friend
and we took it for granted.
We though you would always be there.
I thought I could go to the movies with you anytime.
And even when I thought about you, two weeks before it happened,
I never though to call.
I never thought I'd never see you again.
Now all I have is my memories.
All I have is those images of you that seem so few now.
That's why, between my wings, it says
"each moment, only once."
Because all I have are those moments.
The only places I can find you now are in my memories
and in my heart.
And if I've realized nothing else I've learned to get all I can out of moments
because all that matters is the moments we live in
and what we do with them,
because the next moment, not everyone may be here.
The next moment, we may never live to see.
I hope you're happy, wherever you are.
Please remember that I love you.
Not the way you wanted me to love you, but I love you none the less.
And if you come back, I hope you can be reincarnated as a puppy
so I can adopt you and have you with me again.
My brother from another mother.
His sister from another mister.
· Tue Feb 10, 2009 @ 01:06am · 0 Comments