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argh. argh, argh, argh.
you know what; i hate the word hate. i just don't understand how you can spend so much time with some one and let them hear about everything that sucks in your life, and then they tell you that you wouldn't understand what hate feels like. HELLO? you can't hang around with something and listen to them talk about being hated their whole life and then say that they don't care and that they wouldn't understand. that is really, really pissing me off. argh. argh, argh, argh.
how can some one say that they are not the problem when they bring out the worst in some people. like if one of the sweetest boys i know has to lie to her to keep her away, then something must be wrong. argh. argh, argh, argh.
and another thing. why is it that people will make fun of you by pretending to love you? i mean really, it's like 'hi, i love you. you mean the world to me. nah, i was just joking. you're a loser'. don't people realize that this will actually hurt? he gets me to fall for it, gets me to care about him and love him to pieces and then BANG he tells me that it was all a joke and he wanted to stop because he felt bad. it puts to meaning to the phrase; wham, bam, thank you, m'am. and then, AND THEN, he has the nerve to message me and say that he was really sorry and that he really did care about me. he knows i already have a trusting issue and then he lies to me and THEN he tries to tell me he's sorry and that it wasn't true. argh. argh, argh, argh.
AND WHY DO PARENTS SUCK SO ******** MUCH??!?!???!!!!!!11
geebus.
okay, so i do have a slight thing for the worst person imaginable. he's a drug abuser, he's been arrested, he skips school, yada, yada, yada; but i like him. and i have his name written all over a piece of paper (alot of pieces of paper). my mum found it. don't ask me how, because i do not know and personally, i don't want to know, but it's bugging me now because she's all like 'what the ********? if your going to start dating some drugged up ******** then you can get out of this ******** houes you dirty tramp.' not that the dirty tramp part is anything new, but really, you don't think that if i had the choice, i'd like some one other than the guy that would bring my bad habits back to life again! how stupid can she ******** think i am. (don't answer that)
argh. argh, argh, argh.
 Dollie`fvck+ · Thu Nov 03, 2005 @ 08:37pm · 22 Comments |
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