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It's the little dreams that get me by and the big ones that weigh me down
Originally Chisai Yume was the name I wanted for a giraffe in a story but it has somehow evolved into part of my being so I made it into my Username on here. It represents a sense of purity that is dilluted by the realization that not all life is pleasant and accomidating. It shows a sense of reality in knowing that you should hope or wish too much in the big dreams but you should still hope or wish in them. I stands for the middle marker but also a bit above the middle in the you are still taking a risk.
For a while I wanted to name Stephanie's giraffe Chisai Yume but then I realized it would never work and that it already had a name, Spades. The name Chisai, although immersed in my essense is also a part of a giraffe's essense as well. When you are a baby giraffe you stretch as tall as you can to be like the other big ones but as you grow up you know moderation is important as well as timing. I think I have deserved the title of adult giraffe. I still make mistakes but I am able to recognize and assess the situation with reasonable emotion and logic. I look out for people but I also know when they need to learn to deal with it themselves and leave them alone.

I love you all and I'm feeling much better from yesterday. I did all my homework and my classes are still awesome. I will write about them soon for all those who are curious.