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Hey guys, I'm so damn tired ...it's winterbreak but it's soon to end in less then a week...a few days actually. That sucks back to the same damn routine of going to school, studying for diplomas,and taking s**t from practically everyone. I hate this life is like the same thing you never really get time to take a step back and say hey i need a break from this s**t. it's just constantly the same thing over and over again. which really gets me thinking what the hell is the point of life ? iunno but i'm a werid person i like asking deep questions and not just accept everything for what it is, i like questioning things and ******** accepting things. but hey ...you know what htey say life is what you make it. So maybe it's my fault for just lettting things get so bad?
anyways, i have to work so hard this month ...I just cant wait to get it over with. AND on top of that i dont want the month to go fast kuz its my birthday on the 14th which im dreading because i hate getting older, theres more problems for me to deal with. I'm turning 17 like ew. Haha defintely not mature enough to be 17 Jokes. Im alright. But yeah I just love being 16 ..I'mma hate being a whole year older...but whatever as much as I want time to stay still its gonna go on but thats a good thing? Why do we even celeberate birthdays? Its just one year closer to death or is the celebration of one more year of life? I dont know I guess it's up to you what you want to think of it. But Yeah anyways enough of that life is just straight up ******** up.
This is my to do list I have to Study for social which Im hopefully gonna get over with today i seriously am not gonna just take any old mark I TRIED SOOOO HARD for this damn unit ..I made SOOO Many notes I understand everything and if god seriously thinks that not good enough and i should still get a lower mark excuse my french but thats bullshit! I just dont understand why it's like that ..like you study so hard put hours and hours into studying and then later you end up wth such a crappy mark and you just want to b***h your teacher out BECAUSE its just not fair. well thats how it is with me But yeah and I have to study for science and i have to get a 85% no joke. This is the last unit before diplomas and i could really use this two extra boosts for social and science so its great i have the break to study over. well i think imma enjoy myself and just watch some movies before I get to work. Wish me goodluck on my tests sad I'll need it! gonk scream 3nodding