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It's been a very long time since I last wrote in this...
A very long time.
But yeah, things are going pretty good.
I can't believe that it's taken me this long to write in here again, but, oh well.
I'm still unmotivated, and I'm still extremely weird, and I'm still dating the last guy.
Unfortunately, however, I may be falling out of love with him, which is something that I don't want to do. He's so nice and I don't want to hurt him. But I've been thinking about other guys lately... and I'm just so lost. I feel terrible. It may just be that we need a break, literally a break. Not where we say it's a break, but it's really an end, but a real break. But, I think that that might kill him. I don't know what to do. I'm really terrible at this guy stuff...
You know what the worst part is... The guy that I think about the most... well, I dated him once before, and due to the fact that I don't want people I see at school knowing which one it is, I'm not going to write his name...

I feel so horrible.

"Hide and Seek" by Imogen Heap
Spin me round again
and rub my eyes
This can't be happening