TIME TO RANT AND RAVE!
To spare the feelings of those people whom I am ranting about I will use variables, or letters, to represent each person. I will not be naming names becaues I am practicing a new habits in which, I do not do that. Please do not jump to conclusions and assume that I am talking about certain people in particular because as the saying goes
"When you assume, you make an a** out of yourself and me."
Thank you and here we go...
Alright...so lemme just say that this day actually started off so incredibly well...shocking isnt it? Ok, so um school went by fast and when I get home is when things started to go haywire. I'm arguing with person X about a whole bunch of stuff. Then next thing you know it's m, person X and mi madre arguing about our freedom. See, as we got older mi madre decided that since we're older, we cant exactly go anywhere. So we starting aruging some more and mi madre was trying to explain how she thinks. And I still dont get it. I really dont. What she said, they way she interperates things is like people just come up to her and tell her that they are taking her children to place a, b and c. She said that she feels that people have no respect for her opinion. Soooo then we started talking about other stuff. Like how we never go anywhere as a family, and how mi madre is skeptical about us going places with persons Y. And it just boiled down to this big spat and I hate it. Then me and person X decided to have a "rational discussion" aka an argument. So we started aruging about how person X acts like mi madre and how person X puts herself into situations that dont concern her and all this stuff. And then person X started talking about how I dont care about anyone, and how I only care about the people that I text on my phone. I know this is true but I wont admit it. I dont care about anyone else becaues no one else seems to matter...but that's not my fault. And then she went onto say that how I also act like mi madre and I'm like "Um no. Cause when our parents arent at home I have to take responsibility and I have to make sure things get done. I have to be Eris and Athena. Cause that is my job when mis padres arent home." And person X didnt really know what to say about that. Then I kept going. "You try to assert your authority where it isnt needed, and when you do that it makes you seem like mom. You arent mom. You are a 14 year old girl, who has two parents and 3 sisters and you need to act like it. You arent my mother, you're my little sister." Oh yeah, that got the eyes a bit watery. And then we continued talking and she went onto say that I need to start caring about other people. And I honestly dont see why I should but I didnt say anything. She went onto to tell me that apparently 2 of person S's friends tried to talk to me and I made them cry. O.o" what the ********. I am not a rude person. If someone I dont know, randomly comes up and starts talking to me, I will be like "hi" all shy like. I'll acknowledge that they're there and I will say hi, but then I'll go back to what I was doing, just kinda fade back into the background cause that's how I am. But person X doesnt understand that, and she never will. I didnt want to explain how I felt and explain my whole thought process, because we werent having a therapy secession, we were having a "rational discussion." And then the conversatio ended there, because more people came downstairs and we had to cut the argument short. And now my throat is sore...but atleast I was able to write all of this down somewhere...
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