To make a long and complicated story short, I really messed up. I hurt most of my friends, and my ex who I still have feelings for. I've figured how who my true friends were, and that some of them were just there. Now after a couple says have passed, I look back on it and wonder if it was really worth all of the trouble I put them and myself through. I want to fix everything I did, but I'm afraid to make it even worse. Even though I don't know what to do, I can't just sit around and watch all of my friends hurt eachother over something I did. I don't really know why I did it, but I have an idea why. I just want everything to go back to normal. After while, this will die, but how soon is while? All I know is that it's to far from now.
Slutty Octopus Community Member 
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