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<img src="http://images.quizilla.com/P/PainfulBliss/1107700165_znumb_word.JPG" border="0" alt="Numb"> Your word is: Numb. You may have felt much before, maybe even too much. But now there is nothing or hardly anything left of the emotions. Emotional pain is probably the cause of this, but it's not like you care. To you everything is meaningless, life is without flavour and you wonder when it will end. Though you hardly feel sad, you aren't seen happy so often either. Perhaps someday you will be brought back to life.
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<img src="http://images.quizilla.com/P/PainfulBliss/1111333072_uizA_grief.JPG" border="0" alt="Grief"> You are sad because of your grief
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<img src="http://images.quizilla.com/P/PainfulBliss/1112528958_B_assassin.JPG" border="0" alt="Assassin"> You are an assassin. That means you are a proffessional and do your job without mixing any emotions in it. In your life you have probably been hurt many times and have gotten some mental scars. This results in you being distant from people. Though many think that you are evil, you are not. What you really are is a person, trying to forget your pain and past. You are the person who never seems to care and that is why being an assassin fits you good. Atleast, that's what people think. Even if you don't care that much for your victims, you still have the ability to care and to generally feel. It is not lost, just a little forgotten. In crowds you tend to not get to noticed, and dress in black or other discrete colours. You don't being in the spotlight and wish people would just leave you alone. But once you do get close to someone you have a hard time letting go and get real down if you loose him/her. Main weapon: Sniper Quote: "The walls we build around us to keep out the sadness also keep out the joy" -Jim Rohn Facial expression: Narrowed eyes
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<img src="http://images.quizilla.com/P/PainfulBliss/1115499729_A_understanding.JPG" border="0" alt="Understanding"> You need understanding. In your life there has been many people that could never seem too comprehend your personality. Now you have either become an out-cast because of their narrow minds or you have adjusted yourself to them, and never letting them see who you are deep inside. You now think that no one will ever understand you and you hate that fact. Though you are scared of what the effects might be if you would decide to let someone in so you keep a safe distance that you both curse and bless.
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~*~Result nr 12~*~ 
<img
src="http://live.quizilla.com/user_images/P/PainfulBliss/1117293414_Power_Breathe.JPG"> Your power is: The ability to breathe under water &p align="left"& Explanation: When swimming, you don't need to get up and take a new fresh breath since you take in oxygen from the water. This allows you to stay in the water as much as you'd like. In good purposes it can save drowning victims. In evil purposes it can help you drag down a person to the depths and have them drowned. This power helps you escape the world, if even for a bit, since you have grown to despise it so much. You have been a beaten dreamer with aspirations crushed. Now you try to control your hopes because you don't want to get hurt again. You feel there is no hope for you in the future and have no real goals. But unlike the Controller of Time you do still feel, even if it's mostly negative emotions. You have few friends, if any, and feel you are unable to speak about your troubles. And unlike the Transformer, you don't feel happiness nowadays. All seems to be filled despair whereever you go and you are bitter becaue the world has failed you. It didn't turn out the way you wanted it too and you feel betrayed. It is also likely the feeling of betrayal comes from past relationships where you were left alone in the end. Negative aspects: Since you are highly depressed and not letting out your emotions properly there is a possibility for cutting, to let the emotions out. Also, if the feeling of despair grows to strong you might consider taking your life.&/p&
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<img src="http://images.quizilla.com/P/PainfulBliss/1123944281_B_frustration3.2.JPG" border="0" alt="Frustration"> "Happiness can subside, but frustration never lets go" 
You have been awfully mistreated in your life by your fellow peers and/or family, and feel a growing frustration towards your life and your inability to do anything about it. Since no one has ever really been there for you, you bottle most things inside. And that is quite a lot of pain bottled up too. Deep inside you yearn for many things; feelings for affinity, for the world to improve, for people to stop being judgemental amongst other things. Yet your hope in improvement is very low, and believe you only have the power over yourself. When you are in larger crowds you tend to get irritated by the prescence of others, so you keep to yourself. Those who know you are probably aware of the hate you carry, but you rarely do anything about it.
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<img src="http://images.quizilla.com/P/PainfulBliss/1108931068_vanescence.JPG" border="0" alt="Bring me to Life"> Your Evanescence song is: Bring me to Life You have been so alone in this world for such a long time, your emotional level is very low. You live in the darkness in your life and mind, and feel helpless about your whole situation. People rarely understand you or why you act like you do. But then there is this person in your life that changes things. He/she understands you and makes you feel alive again. He/she is your ray of hope in your otherwise so dark life. 
Now that I know what I'm without you can't just leave me
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<img src="http://images.quizilla.com/P/PainfulBliss/1112614220_zDead.soul.JPG" border="0" alt="Dead soul"> Your soul is dead. You've probably been through one too many rough times in your life which has eaten you up from the inside. Now there's nothing more to eat from since you just don't care anymore. Life is meaningless and you live it like a zombie. The good thing though is that you cant be hurt, since you are so distant from the emotional world. Love is something you dont understand or just dont remember. If it was up to you, your life would already be over, but it doesn't make you suicidal. You are probably alone most of the time, looking at the world with a blank stare. The yearning to feel alive and be happy has simply gone away. What's left now is only the shell of what used to be you.
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