There is this boy pat and last year in the eighth grade we used to be best friends, and he started likeing me but i didn't really like him. Just only for a friend. We only seen each other in 6th period anyways so i barely knew him. Then one day, my teacher switched me into 8F which was his class. I was so happy! I started getting closer and closer to him and I got really attached. I still wanted to be friends but I kinda liked him. He was obsessed with me and I didn't really want him to be cause I knew I would break his heart. I kept leading him on but I didn't mean to. He asked me out at the end of the school year but I didn't reply cause I did, it's just I was really scared of relation ships. He moved and we didn't really get to see each other that much unless I was over my friend Brittany's and he was over his friend Tommy's. He made new friends but I still got to talk to him every once in a while. One day I heard all kinds of rumors and so did he. We started to hate each other cause we thought they was real. We never talked. Quincedently we both seen each other at Kentucky kingdom cause thats our hangout place. I walked up to him and we started talking about what happened and we realized that some one didn't want us to be friends or some s**t like that. Anyways I told him to call me and he did. Once he started to call me I started likeing lim again but I dont know why. Then We talked almost everyday and I started loving him. I didn't want to but I did and I couldn't help it. The I became obsessed just like he did me. I started thinking about him everyday and I always waited by the phone just to wait for him to call and I dreamt about him everyday and I couldn't Help it. I love Him. I told him I had a secret and I couldn't tell him.
I didn't want him to know cause I didn't want him to think I was weird or anything. Of course my secret was that I liked him. He told me that he missed me and I was gonna tell him my secret untell he told me that he asked out this girl named Jessica and They go out now! I almost started to cry. At first I didn't believe him untill the next day I seen him at the LRS fest and He was all over her. I couldn't bare to see that so I told him I had to go. He was the whole reason I wanted to go and he didn't even talk to me. I was so upset! To this day I love him and I will never love anyone else the way I loved him! I just wish he knew that. I think we may have a chance after him and Jessica. But you never know. Life isn't over yet... heart heart heart heart I love you Pat! heart heart heart heart
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