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iRed...Time to Unveil Myself. |
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Well, I'm a bit tired of going under aliases. iRed is my art-name, but unfortunately it is taken on Gaia. iRed is finally taking off his cloaked identity, and sharing it with you, the journal readers.
My name is Zach. First names only, stalkers. xp I am currently 20, with every intention of owning my own Bar after going to college for business, as well as art classes for my developing skills. I believe this to be a great personal goal, however...life makes changes in people, and I don't know what will happen in the future.
I am living in Salem, Oregon. I try my best to ignore the bad, and take every pleasure out of life I can. I am currently agnostic, and perhaps gearing towards athiest. I can't stand the politics of religion, they all sicken me with their 'intentions' and 'righteousness'...so I dunno.
I am currently single, and soul searching for myself. It is so easy to give into your emotions, to trick yourself into giving everything away for the sake of insecurities, and confusing lust with love. I am not only searching for the answer to my sexuality...but an answer to who I am as an individual. I don't really know anymore.
I have alienated myself from my own family, and forsaken every friend i've ever had. I have deep regrets about my past, as well.
And finally, my confession. I confess that I am a jerk, and frequently. I have overcome SO much, and so much more awaits me...but I do not think that I will ever be ready for it, if i don't know who I am. I intend to find out, and soon.
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