Okay, so, I was walking home from the community center, and I suddenly realize how alone I feel in the community I live in... Some black guys (Highfield is a mainly black communtiy) were making comments, like "Hey! You with the chains, you gonna choke me?" Thats one I spacificly remember... Anyways so I got this sudden feeling of loneliness... I have no friends here put like, three or four people who work at the community center. I just wish I wasn't so alone. I'm a total outcast because of how I dress... Baggy black pants with chains, over sized sweaters, arm warmers, purple hair... I can't find anyone like that here. Every one dresses like a gangster and such, and then there I am with the gothic dark look, and heavy eyeliner... All alone... If only there were more like me...
On a brighter note, I might be going to a Pav show on thursday... It will be a nice, I haven't been to the Pavillion in a bit over a month. Yay free metal shows...
I guess thats all for now then. Latez.
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