Andrew
Why..............why him...................
Why did it have to happen to him............it doesn't make sense......
He didn't deserve it.......it...why......I can't even make sentences right now........
I just don't get it, why did it go down hill so much. Why was he taken away.
ANDREW!!! WHY..........
Out of all the people I have met and come to know, one way or another, he, least of anyone I have ever met, deserved it to be like this. Andrew was one of the most amazing people I have ever met.....just...unfortunately I never actually got to meet you. I would have loved to meet you some day. I wanted to meet you someday. I'm so sorry for everything. I wish things could have been different.....
I know that things were rough sometimes, but we managed.....you told me that you would never be mad at me...I still don't believe that it was possible...I still think that you were mad that one time....and I am sorry...I am so sorry for all the times that I hurt you - the last thing that I ever wanted to do was to hurt you. That is the last thing I ever wanted to do....I'm so sorry for the times that I did.
After all this time....even though we.........didn't hardly get to talk........ everyday, constantly, I thought of you through out each day. Despite things.....I still loved you.......so much..........and I still love you. I am so sorry for the way things turned out. You...amazed me......truly amazed me - you made me almost believe in true love, love that lasts a lifetime. You were more than any girl could ever ask for....you pretended to be cocky...but really weren't and it was funny. You made me smile and laugh and always brightened my day when you were on and we talked and hung out in towns. I'm not going to lie when I say, I kind of was jealous when it came to other girls and you...even your best friend, Lindsey....I also envied her for so many reasons. I didn't deserve you......I really didn't........but you chose me......me over all the other girls that you could have had and I didn't understand it. I don't know that I ever will. You said you were in love with me....and you knew what that meant to me when you said it, and you were determined that it was the case. It remained that way too.... Though I wonder...if even up until......the.........end..........if you still felt that way, if you still liked me and if you thought of me. I know that there are a lot of people that are going to miss you deeply............I know that I will..............I know that I have............ I miss you...... and I love you. I love you. ..and I am sorry. It should have been me.... I would have gladly switched places with you as long as you got to live and be happy.
You will live on forever in the memories of who knew you. You will always be in my heart. I love you. Farewell, Andrew.
Why..............why him...................
Why did it have to happen to him............it doesn't make sense......
He didn't deserve it.......it...why......I can't even make sentences right now........
I just don't get it, why did it go down hill so much. Why was he taken away.
ANDREW!!! WHY..........
Out of all the people I have met and come to know, one way or another, he, least of anyone I have ever met, deserved it to be like this. Andrew was one of the most amazing people I have ever met.....just...unfortunately I never actually got to meet you. I would have loved to meet you some day. I wanted to meet you someday. I'm so sorry for everything. I wish things could have been different.....
I know that things were rough sometimes, but we managed.....you told me that you would never be mad at me...I still don't believe that it was possible...I still think that you were mad that one time....and I am sorry...I am so sorry for all the times that I hurt you - the last thing that I ever wanted to do was to hurt you. That is the last thing I ever wanted to do....I'm so sorry for the times that I did.
After all this time....even though we.........didn't hardly get to talk........ everyday, constantly, I thought of you through out each day. Despite things.....I still loved you.......so much..........and I still love you. I am so sorry for the way things turned out. You...amazed me......truly amazed me - you made me almost believe in true love, love that lasts a lifetime. You were more than any girl could ever ask for....you pretended to be cocky...but really weren't and it was funny. You made me smile and laugh and always brightened my day when you were on and we talked and hung out in towns. I'm not going to lie when I say, I kind of was jealous when it came to other girls and you...even your best friend, Lindsey....I also envied her for so many reasons. I didn't deserve you......I really didn't........but you chose me......me over all the other girls that you could have had and I didn't understand it. I don't know that I ever will. You said you were in love with me....and you knew what that meant to me when you said it, and you were determined that it was the case. It remained that way too.... Though I wonder...if even up until......the.........end..........if you still felt that way, if you still liked me and if you thought of me. I know that there are a lot of people that are going to miss you deeply............I know that I will..............I know that I have............ I miss you...... and I love you. I love you. ..and I am sorry. It should have been me.... I would have gladly switched places with you as long as you got to live and be happy.
You will live on forever in the memories of who knew you. You will always be in my heart. I love you. Farewell, Andrew.
