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My heart has never been so glad
And yet it has never been so sad
It's tearing me in two directions
Can't decide whether to give or withold affection

'Cause I know his heart was never mine
But I want to ignore & pretend it's fine
Even though he wants to be with the other
I can't help but yearn to stay his lover

Part of me hates him for causing such strife
The other part would kill to be his wife
I've never been this confused before
Can't stand him but never wanted him more

The pain that he brings I wouldn't miss
But I think I would die without his kiss....NOT!

....stupid ******** don't play with emotion.