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Well, summer has just started and I've had a lot of commissions in my art shop lately, which makes me happy, but sadly, I'm running out of paper in my sketchbook
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>>what is this I'm listening to? -pulls out mp3player/thing-
Oh, 'Hitchin' a Ride' by Green Day...
I've started to listen to some of the music I thought I'd never be into, but I guess I'm just ready for a change.
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It's weird because Summer has just recently started...
-changes artist on mp3player/thing- <3s James Blunt
Anyway, sorry... I'm rather just rambling... ranting rather...
But summer has just started and ... I'm back in the same little rut that I let myself get into whenever I was at home. I was lazy, secluded... and I'm afraid that I'll get too used to it and go back to school how I started last year, not ready for a boarding school. I'm used to sleeping in however long I wish to, messing up my room and knowing I can clean it at any time when I really want to, just bum around during the day, be in a big room by myself.
I don't want to get used to what I called being 'spoiled' , which I know some children are a lot more spoiled than me, but I still consider myself very spoiled, but I don't want to be.
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This summer will be the first summer in the last three years that I won't have a job all summer long. It seems I've been 'let go' because my old boss retired and his children, now in control of his plant nursery where I worked, are cutting back workers and hours due to the economy...
But, my mom isn't in the best of shape, for it seems that she does have rheumatoid arthritis and it's getting real back real quick. So I keep an eye on her, help her up and down, if she drops something, I run from one end of the house to the other just to pick it up and give it to her. Then, she tries to do things she knows she can't/shouldn't and it makes my dad yell at her. (y'know the saying when mama ain't happy, ain't nobody happy? well that works here, only it's my dad)
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Then, to top it all off, I've lost my inking pen right after I finished a commission for an art contest coming up. -vents a moment- So... here I am... in my room (my room's a wreck from trying to find the stupid pen with no luck) my laptop in my lap, I'm on the rolly chair my mom bought (stupid little thing) listening to my mp3player/thing while my parents nap.
Later on, my dad and I are going to wal-mart for some errand running and I'll pick up a new pack of good inking pens there. After that, we're loading 33 bales of hay into the barn (joy, it's so hot).
Tomorrow's SAT day... oh god...
-sighs-
I've never been a lazy stressed out before until now...
 WolfumsTheGreat · Fri Jun 06, 2008 @ 07:10pm · 0 Comments |
