Sometimes I wonder what talking will do for people. People say that communication is everything, but sometimes conversation and communication only force out problems with no solution, and in the end all you're left with is this problem hanging in the air, spreading a wave of awkwardness over everything. Sometimes I wish I could just pull out all my hair, and take out all my problems. If for each hair i pull out, 1 problem would go away-- I'd gladly be bald.
He and I talked today... about a lot of things. Things that were bothering me mostly. I asked him if he felt that he had to give up a lot of things and compromise who he was as a person to allow himself to be with me. I talked about my selfishness, and how my friends often compromised to fit my life without knowing it. I know i sound self-centered... but this is something i battle with constantly.
He told me if i found this hard to find model car, he would marry me. I'm gonna look my hardest for it.
At least i have the MSN conversation.
You know what it says in his MSN name? "I can do all things through Him who gives me strength." It's something from the bible, but i can't help but think he's talking about me.
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Passion will make you crazy
But is there any other way to live?
But is there any other way to live?