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I sit back and watch the world revolve around me, oblivious of what is next. Once again lost in void, I understand not fate. Hope exist in the clouds, and along with myself, Everything seems to sink into a lost ocean. The Stars...Such a relation that is undetermined, but obviously there. To become this peaceful with things...It seems to be un-human to me. But thats not possible right? I question, everyday, what exactly is my purpose. Where exactly does paradise lie. Seems all trapped in fog, but there's got to be something greater! In everyone of us lies something hidden...Something even we do not know that can exceed far beyond our expectations. But when is that time, that sudden burst of realization that hits, and creates us whole? Must we wait for so long? Hmmm...Even after continuing my studies in life, I've come to know partial understanding of many things...Just meant to be misunderstood I guess. And I continue, knowing I will never come to terms or agreement. Trying to hard is a deep question. Or maybe seeing/taking too much in would be better. It matters not, nothing shall halt my studies in life. My talent lies in maybe just studying, and recording my observations. A journalist of life maybe. It seems all this is for nothing but self. Who cares to read, or see more then the eye allows. My friends care not...as harsh as it sounds. Becoming content with that simple fact, I've grown into a being I was always told to be. An outcast, rebel, loner. A way in which I've always inhaled. Idk...

What is the balance of light and dark? I believe there is none...Either or is all. But to become completely stable, there has to be a balance. Ying And Yang...Amazing balance of both. But seems it can't be found in self. So how do we make ourselves complete...Or is it not possible!

I must further studies...



Cherry Blossoms Fall On A Calm, Fall Day
Holding Answers in the roots of each leaf
Attempt to grab one before it touches ground!
Crumbling your foundation
Unless complete focus is found in self...
Impossible!