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Yehura's Family Reunion
Yehura

She’s perfect.
That’s all I can think of as I sat here at the breakfast table across from her as she speaks about all the things she planned to do before we left. I just nod and stare into those silver eyes of hers, hoping that I’d somehow be pulled into her warm embrace. I guess its an obsession, how I feel about her. I can’t help it. She’s perfect.
For one she’s gifted. Gifted with beauty, smarts, and kindness. She’s practically a saint, in my eyes anyway. I’m sure I could find someone who could point out all of her “flaws” but I’ll refuse to listen. I still can’t quite process what she’s saying to me but I’m sure they’re the nicest words I’ll ever hear. I didn’t think I’d ever hear anything less than heavenly escape from those luscious lips of hers, I was wrong.
At this point I decide that I should actually pay attention instead of spacing out as I usually do. I picked the wrong time. That one sentence made my heart shatter, not to mention I have my mouth wide open. My perfect little angel has gone crazy! She clearly can’t truly mean what she had just said. Could she? Oh I hope not.

“Yehura, I’d like to meet your family tomorrow.”


She’s crazy.
I prayed and wished and prayed some more all day long, hoping that anything would come up so I wouldn’t have to venture home. A flood. An earthquake. The plague. Anything to keep her as far away from my deranged family as possible.
Of course I forgot how godly she was. She must of spoken to the wind itself for there wasn’t a cloud in the sky when we left. In my mind I’m trying to block out all memories of my family, maybe I’ll take her over to meet Zai’s parents, they treated me like a son from time to time, I know they would play along. But as I watched her skip down the path to the main road, all of those thoughts disappeared.

She’s beautiful.
I truly do not think there are words that can describe her. At least no words that do her justice. She just seems to live life without a care, everything is on a whim, she goes with the flow and everything turns out fine. I started to wonder exactly why she wanted to meet my family, I don’t ever remember talking about them to her except about my sister, and what an awkward situation that was…

Advice to anyone who plans on confessing his or her love to someone: Do not get over emotional about it and cut your hair after being turned down in a surprisingly cold fashion.


…Flower now thinks I’m going to kill myself. Explains why she’s spent every minute I’ve been awake for the past week by my side, the moment I wake until I go to sleep. Maybe that’s why she wants to meet them, to tell my parents that I’m suicidal. Fantastic. She really is a saint, wish I were too.


Radar Maybe?
I swear, she can’t be real. The one moment I think a less than happy thought, she backs her way up over to me and with that infectious smile of hers asks those words that make me feel weaker than in infant.

“Yehura, are you alright?”


I nod and fake a smile, she knows its fake. How do I know? If she believed me at all she could have returned to her frolicking and speaking with the earth or whatever it is she does. But no. She grabbed my hand, interlocking her fingers with mine. Now I’m stuck here, forced to be as happy as she is, happier even. Not that I don’t like it, I’m glad to have her right beside me, holding my hand, as if I actually meant something more to her. Oh well, I’ll settle with being her charity case for now.
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Clueless perhaps?
I wonder if she knows how freaked out about this I am. She has to, she knows everything. And I mean everything. Her knowledge on certain things is creepy and how she gets it is unknown. I think she has spies or something, other wise there is no way in hell she would know things I’ve never told anyone about. Unreal. She has to be. Is that odd? I love someone that might possibly not exist…
…a figment of my imagination…I hope not.

Maybe she can read minds. Would explain how she always knows what I’m thinking about. Or maybe she ca—

“Yehura?”


********. She can read minds…


“Yeah?”

“What is your family like? You know, personality wise?”



…maybe she can’t…


“Well my dad is a huge business freak. Never home much since he works out in the city and likes to stay there more than he likes it out here. My mom died when I was little so I don’t remember her much…”


Maybe I’m paranoid but she’s squeezing my hand. Does that mean something?

“…but Vitara has been the replacement mom. She does her job. She’s more obsessed with me bring home a—with me coming home. My siblings are…siblings. One loves me and the other hates me. We’re pretty…average.”


So I guess I forgot to tell her that my mother, Vitara, wants nothing more for me to come home with a girl. Not just any girl, but the one who is going to inherit the family name and give birth to 20 little Yatsui children and be the perfect housewife. As much as I want for Huayuan to be that girl that I bring home, she’s not. I wouldn’t blame her for not wanting to wed me. Huayuankarasumahakunetotsumaruchin Yatsui is a mouthful…

Her voice brings me back to earth, something I need now. She is really good at this…

"I’m sure they love each other, and that’s what matters, dysfunctional or not. I’d tell you about my family, but you pretty much know everything about Haku and I."


I wish I did. I wish I knew everything about her, hell, about Haku too. Guess I forgot it is just the two of them, kind of sucks. Its not like they were abandoned or everyone died or anything, they just have no family. Maybe that’s why she wants to see mine? I’ll ask. Later though, she has my arm now, hope she never lets go.

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“I wish you were in my family, Yehura. You’d make a great big brother.”


Kill me. No, I’ll do it myself. I’ll march down to the last cliff I saw and jump off it…
…So the last time I saw a cliff was in a geography book, but the next one I see I claim it as my death spot!

That hurt, a lot. She has to notice unless she did it on purpose. Maybe I am dreaming, she’s a figment of my imagination and I’m in hell.

“I’m just joking. You know you are more of a best friend than a brother to me.”


Why must she mess with my head? Why? People don’t date their best friends. Do they? Either way that isn’t something you would tell a suicidal person!

So I’ve accepted the fact that I’m suicidal now. Wonder if she cares…sure she does. Everyone cares about their best friend. Whatever. I’m the charity case best friend/brother.

“I wonder about us, Yehura. I wonder what’s going to happen once we all go our separate ways.”


“Yeah…”


I sigh, she doesn’t care what happens to us. She just wants to be in the arms of her man whore fiancé--I hate him—and in sight of her precious brother and his boy-toy and making everyone happy. That’s all she wants in life. I’m not an everyone, I won’t be happy. Not until I find that cliff. Why the ******** do we all live in a valley anyway?

“Lunan and Riki are going to raise their child together. I think it’s cute.”


“Yeah……what?”


Hold up. Unless I’ve been confusing everyone I’ve ever known with someone else, Riki is going to raise a kid with…so then I don’t need that cliff after all!

I am no longer suicidal. I hug her. I hold her as tight as I possibly can without hurting her of course. Wow. Why is this coming up now…right here? Oh well, no complaining.

“Goodness, Yehura, you didn’t seem as nearly excited when I told you this yesterday at breakfast.”


So that’s what she was talking about…knew I should have paid attention. From now on I’m going to listen to every word she ever says; well I’m going to try.
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I quickly let go of her; I can tell I’m blushing like mad. Damn her for being…everything I’ve ever wanted. I wonder why there is no one else on this road, it’s the most traveled one here and I haven’t seen a single person all morning. I bet she did some chant to keep them away.

Ever say something to lighten the mood and instead it ends up making things worse than before? I do it a lot. Only when she’s around though. Like back when we were in school, the guys and I were waiting for class to start. Being guys in their last year of school, they all were talking about who they wanted to have sex with before the year was out. They all went around and told their stories, I had none to tell, but when it came to my turn I figured I say something. So I did. I said ‘I guess I’d ******** Huayuan.’ Yeah, I said it. Only to fit in! Not that it mattered anyway. As if by fate, not only was Haku standing right behind me, but also the teacher of the class…who just so happened to be Flower’s “dad”. I don’t think I said a single thing for the rest of that year without having my back up against a wall….

Not wanting to say something stupid, which has 99% chance of happening regardless, I decided to just ask her the question from before.

“Hey, Flower, why exactly do you want to meet my folks anyway?”


Was that rude?

“Yup.”


That’s all she said. ‘Yup’. What the hell does that mean? ‘Yup’.

I try to lean forward a bit to catch a glimpse of her face but she keeps looking around at everything. I think she’s avoiding me. I must have did something wrong. Maybe she didn’t want to be hugged. It was all fine up until then. Guess I ruined the mo—

“Yehura, tell me something.”


Something…anything?…oh god….

“Like what?”


“Oh, I don’t know…let’s start simple like give me your stats.”


Stats? Like I’m a baseball card? If that’s what she wants…

“Kay, well my name is Yehura N. Yatsui…umm I was born on…May…3rd…you’re joking right…?”


And there came that smile. The smile that meant she’s been planning this all along.

“Happy Birthday, Yehura!”


I am not dreaming. She is a figment of my imagination. I am in hell. And we are walking to what has to be the seventh layer of hell.

I wonder how long she had been planning this…knowing her it wouldn’t surprise me if it started at birth. She is taking me home…on my birthday…to meet my parents…my siblings…on what will most likely end up being the worst day of my life.

…Well almost the worst day of my life. I could only get worse if…oh s**t…Yumi lives there too…So yeah, about that cliff…its mine again.

And of course she doesn’t know. She is just smiling and going on and on about all the fun I’m going to have and how she can’t wait to meet everyone. Oh and get this, she has a special present waiting for me.

I hope it’s a cliff.
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Is it weird that I’m trying to persuade the woman I love to not meet my family. It’s all that she wants to do today and I have to be nice to her, other wise her brother might com--

I wonder how Flower managed to get Haku to let her go. Usually she can’t go anywhere with out him, and especially since he doesn’t like me, you’d think that he be right here watching me all moments of the day. She probably gave him permission to spend the day with his toy or something. Who knows…

“Yehura…?”


Why does she say my name so much? I love when she says it, don’t get me wrong, but it makes me feel like a lesser person. I don’t know…

“Yes, Huayuan?”


There, I said her Name too.

“Do you not want me to meet your family?”


How the ******** does she know? How?


“No, no, of course I want you to, Flower. Why wouldn’t I?”


Self control.
I’m glad I have it. If not I would have grabbed her so quickly and pulled her all the way back home. I probably would do other things as well. If I didn’t have self control that is….


“Well…”

Oh god. She looks so adorable when she looks depressed. Its that wrong to say?

“…You just don’t seem very excited to go and visit them. It’s your first visit home in 4 years, Yehura, wouldn’t you be interested in knowing how much your siblings have grown since you last saw them?”


Come to think of it, I do wonder. My brother was 3 when I left, he’d be about 8 now. It would be interesting to see how much he’s grown. My sister too, we’re only a year apart and I doubt she’s changed much. I bet she’s still a b***h.


“I am excited. I’m also nervous. Change isn’t always a good thing when it comes to family, Flow.”



“Hmm, I guess so. Never mind then, Yeh.”


And with that she walked faster, passing me up and leaving me behind. For the next 3 hours…

Jeeze, she sure does know how to make me feel like dirt. Guess she can tell I was lying. Its not like it was a total lie…some of it was true. Oh well, she’s upset and the only person who can fix that is dead, or was dead, or something. Who knows what happened to that guy, all that matters is that he’s the only one out of the 5 of us guys that can make her feel better. He must be a saint too. Explains why she loves him.

I wish I was a saint….
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So I walk. That’s just about all I can do. Flower is up ahead of me, walking at a rushed pace as if she knows where she is going. Guess she does, she found the place on her own.

My house is…huge. Thanks to my father being a money hungry b*****d, he had to have the largest house in the town. Along with the most land and servants and everything else. No matter what it is he needed to have the most of it. Oh well, I don’t live here any more…thank god.

“Yehura!”

That’s what I hear. That voice that use to sound familiar now seems all too distant…

“Hey, Yuki.”

I fake another smile for the day, Flower catches that one too…damn her.

“Yehura, is this your little brother? He is so cute!”


She hugs him before I even get the chance, hell, she hugged him before she hugged me. This day is not going to turn out well. I sense lots of hugs…none for me.

“Who is she, Yeh? Your girl friend?”

“Umm well you see Yu—“

“You know she isn’t. Yehura can’t get a girl friend, Yuki.”


My sister…Yuna. I’m pretty positive that she has always hated me, I just never could tell how much.

“Hello to you too, Yuna.”

Flower just stands there and smiles. Not even trying to come to my rescue. Why is she so cold to me? What the hell did I do wrong?

“Hey hey, Yeh, guess what!”

“What?”

What else could he possibly have to say? Dad is home? My room has been torn down? He found a cliff?

“Dad is here…”


I knew it. No one ever has any good news to tell me.

“…Viktor too!”


s**t. Well now I am officially screwed. Viktor. The golden child of Vitara from before she met my father. Everyone loves him because he’s just so perfect, he’s like the male Flower…I bet anything in the world that one of them will fall for the other. My luck is just that bad…

“Oh that’s cool, Yuki. Anyone else here?”


Please say no…please please say no…

“Nope, just us!”


Thank you…thank you lord.

I look over at Flower you is still smiling and looking over at everything. How can she be so relaxed? This day is going to turn out terrible, including my death, and she’s just happy as a clam. God I love her though….
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Huayuan


Oh his family is just adorable! Little Yuki is just so cute! He reminds me of a young Haraki. And his sister is beautiful; they seem to get along well. I wonder where the rest of his family is.

I wonder why he keeps looking over at me like that. I know he’s nervous, but he is never going to get over his fears if he doesn’t face them. Going off what I learned from Zaisuke, Yehura has never really felt wanted in his family, despite the fact that he gets to inherit the village while Viktor was the older child. Poor Yehura, he has some self esteem issues he should work on. I’d be glad to help him but he needs to learn on his o—

Oh my, that is one gorgeous man.

“Oh hey, Vik…”

“Yo, Leaf Boy, its been awhile, hasn’t it?”


So that is Viktor…he kind of reminds me of Homura which his hair that is black as night and those golden eyes. Oh, bad me! I don’t know what I was thinking!

“Yeah…awhile. Umm Vik, this is my…friend, Huayuan. Huayuan, this is my older brother, Viktor.”


He is really pretty…no no, stop it, Huayuan.

“Hello.”


Is that really all I can say to him? Oh…he kissed my hand.

“ ‘Ello, Miss Huayuan. Thank you for taking care of my baby brother.”


Oh jeeze, that smile of his is…wow…
But Yehura doesn’t seem too happy about this. I can tell he’s getting upset. The poor guy, he is so sensitive its just a doll, I wish he’d toughen up some…

“Come on, Flower, let’s go inside…”


Aww, he grabs my hand and quickly drags me inside. He is very upset now, but he won’t admit it. It’s okay though, I think he’s aware that I understand him. Gosh he’s cute. Guess I’ll give him what he wants.

Holding on to him tightly I smile as I can feel him relax. He is so exhausted and stressed out about everything I thought he was going to break down and cry again…

“Flower, promise me something…”

“Of course, Yehura. What is it?”

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Yehura

********. Now what I am going to say? Promise me that you won’t fall in love with my brother? Knowing my luck she will, and knowing Vik he’ll try to win her heart, just because he knows he can. Why does it suck so much to be me?

“Uhh don’t take anything my fam says too seriously.”


Wow, I couldn’t have messed that up any more. Well yes I could, but I didn’t. Yet. I feel awkward, having her hold me here in this back room. I just want to go home. Not this home, but her home, which is mine in a way.

“Is that all you had to say Yehura?”


“Y-yeah.”

“You sure? Promise?”


So if I lie to her, I’m going to hell. If I tell her the truth then I’ll sound selfish. I don’t exactly have the right to tell her whom she can and can’t like, I’m not dating her…

“Yeah, I promise. Lets go and find my parents…”


I’m going to hell.

All I can do is walk. I walk away from her, I walk out of the room, I can’t stay there with her like that. She can read my mind or something, but she knows. That’s why she asks. Talking with her is like one big test, and I fail it each time. That could be why she doesn’t like me, I’m a compulsive liar.

At least she follows after me. I mean I don’t know why she wouldn’t, but the fact that she did gives me comfort. Conveniently the taker of comfort appears too, that grin on his face signifies that he has something planned that I’m not looking forward to…

“Mom doesn’t know you are here, you going to surprise her?”

“Nope.”

“Why not, its been years. It would make her happy.”

“I don’t want to see her right now.”

“Oh? I thought that’s what we were going to do, Yeh.”

“Well Yu, I changed my mind.”
“Are you sure the two of you aren’t dating?”

“Well I—“

“No! We are not dating!”

“Chill, Leaf Boy, just asking. You seem like it…”

“Shut up, Vik.”

“Okay okay, but you should go see mom.”

“She isn’t my mother.”

“Yehura! She is your mother just as much as Homura is my father. Why wouldn’t she be your mother?”

“Just le—“

“Go see her. I’ll take miss Huayuan on a little tour of the house while you’re gone.”

“No, you won’t.”

“I think it’s a good idea. You can catch up with your mother while I get to see how you’re use to living. I wouldn’t mind it, Yehura.”

Why? Why won’t he just leave me alone? I hate him. He always has to be better than me and get me in trouble at the same time. Now he’s got Flower on his side. I’m screwed. I should just give up life.

“Do what you want….”

“Yeh, are you alright? You should go rest for a while.”


That smile of hers will be the death of me. Her wish is my command as long as I see that smile. But this time I didn’t see it. She didn’t smile or even look worried, no, she looked emotionless…like she wanted me to leave…

Am I really that worthless and unimportant? Not even worth a look of concern? Did I piss her off that much? I knew this trip was a terrible terrible idea. Maybe a nap would help me relax some, but can I afford to miss what goes on while I’m away…Is it even safe to leave Flower along with my family? Not that I’d provide much protection or anything, but still it would give me a sense of satisfaction…

“Yeah, I think I will…”

“You don’t have to, Yehura, its only a suggestion. You needn’t go if you don’t find it necessary.”

“Naw, I think it will do me some good.”


Now there is that smile. I can’t help but smile back too. Vik just rolls his eyes and folds his arms.

“Do you want me to join you?”

“Umm…ah…I don’t kn-know…”

“You’re blushing, Leaf Boy.”

Why must he point that out? Now I’m going to do it more. Plus now she notices and laughs at me….

“You can if you want, Flow, I’m sure you could use a nap too…”


I won my first battle of the day! I got Flower to sleep in the same bed as me and I kept her away from Viktor! Now I just have to wake up and experience part two….

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I wake up alone. Flower is gone. Her side of the bed completely neat and prefect just like herself.

I knew this was going to happen. How did I know? My luck is just that bad. Bet I know where she is too…



I was sleeping for about two hours. Bad idea. Now as I wonder through my own house I can’t find anyone. I don’t even bother going up the stairs and searching there, too much work and I know they wouldn’t all be up there together. So I head out back…bad idea number two….

“Happy Birthday, Yehura!”


They all shout it. Yuki, Yumi, Dad, Vitara, Vik, the maids, but not Flower. I don’t see her at all. I looked around, ignoring the words escaping the lips of my parents, not at all concerned with them or my siblings. I just wanted her.

“She’s not here, lover boy…”


He is really starting to piss me off. More and more each time he opens his mouth…

“Goodness, Yehura, you’ve grown up so much! Come, let me get a good look at you.”


Her too. The two of them work together…I know it. They have the same cold eyes that give you a false sense comfort…and dad, he just stands there and looks me over, contemplating on how much more weight I should gain, if my hair should be shorter or longer…he doesn’t care about me either. None of them do. I just help make the money that keeps them fat and happy. Poor Yuki is going to turn out just like them, especially like Vitara…

She keeps the fake smile on her face while she hugs me, smelling like cheap perfume. After being around Flower, the only smell I like is hers, whatever it is. But I’ll smile too, and say everything she wants to hear, just to get it over with…

“You look so handsome! And you aren’t so thin. Have you been working out?…”


She says this because her precious Viktor is a “man”. Tall, dark, and handsome, not to mention he’s formed like a god. She’s so proud of him for being perfect…

“…but first, answer me this…”


Now watch as she asks the question…watch…

“Miss…Huayuan was it? How long have you two been dating?”

“Oh they haven’t been, mother.”


Where the hell is she when I need her? Flow can talk her way out of anything and can subjects without anyone noticing otherwise, but now I’m stuck here…with them…

“Well we aren’t dating…”

“Oh nonsense, sure you are. You can tell your own mom.”

“Vit—mom, Huayuan and I are not dating. We never have dated and I doubt we ever will…”

“Yeh, what kind of attitude is that? You need to win her over, pull out all the stops, flash her some of your money. You’ll get her in no time.”

“Thanks…dad…”


He couldn’t be more wrong. No matter what I do, she’ll never love me. Not that I don’t blame her…

“See look, here is your chance, she’s come back.”


She couldn’t have better timing. Here all of them are, talking about me and her, and now she enters the conversation…this can’t be good…

“Have a good nap, Yehura?”

Damn that smile. Damn it straight to hell!

“Yeah, it was really refreshing.”

“Miss Huayuan?”

“Yes?”


Oh ******** going to ask her questions too. Flower, get out while you still can.

“What do you think of my Yehura?”

“Oh, well I think he’s a great person. He’s got a good heart and he never lacks motivation. He can be a little odd at times, but not everyone is perfect.”


I’m a great person?

“I couldn’t agree more. Do you think he’s husband material? For you?”


I don’t think I’ve ever seen it happen, but it did. Flower blushed.

“Hmm…for me? I-I think that he would make a fantastic and very loyal husband. I don’t think Yehura even knows how to be anything less. Its just that I don’t think I’d be proper wife material for him. He deserves someone much better than I.”


Its like she broke up with me…damn, that sucks….
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“However…”


What else could she possibly have to say now? That Yumi would be the perfect wife for me?

“…If he were ask me, I don’t think I would be able to decline.”


And she smiles, that famous smile that’s stops my heart every time. God, she is so wonderful. I refrain from hugging her and asking for her hand, only because my family is here…

“Too bad you would never ask her, Leaf. You don’t have the balls for it.”


Die…just die already….

“Oh, Viktor, I’m sure Yeh has the confidence to ask this young lady here to marry him. It might take him a few years, but he’ll get around to it.”


“Can we eat now?”


Thanks Yuki, change the subject. Thank you….

“Oh, that’s right! While you were sleeping, Yeh, I figured I would make something special for you and your family!”

“How? How could have possibly done that in less than an hour? By yourself at that?”

“Heh, you see, it’s your special day, and I brought it upon myself to make your favorite meals the best I could with the given time frame. It took a bit of work, but it was worth it.”


I told you…. P-E-R-F-E-C-T.

And then he does it. He hugs her. Not like a romantic hug, but an arm over her shoulder pulling her in kind of hug.

Do I seem jealous?

“Wow, looks like Yeh hit the jackpot with you. What other talents do you have?”

“I wouldn’t call them talents. I mean I—“

“Yehura! I’m hungry!”

“Oh yes, sorry Yuki. Come on, its my little treat to all of you. And Yehura, you’ll get your special gift later.”


And with that she runs inside, leaving me here with the others. And Viktor. Who is standing beside me, making sexual body movements, trying to taunt me. I won’t let him get to me.
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I don’t know how she does it. The food is great. I’d compliment her on it but she isn’t here. She has a really good habit of being missing when I need her most.

“Wow, Yeh’s girlfriend cooks better than you do, Vitara.”

“Shut it.”
“She’s not my girlfriend…”

“Only because you’re a total wimp. I bet she’d like you if you didn’t remind her of a woman.”

“I’m not even going to bother with you. I hope you choke.”

“That’s not very nice, Yeh. Besides, if he starts to choke, I better your little angel would rush out here and save him.”

“Hey, maybe if I stop breathing she’ll give me mouth to mouth.”

“I’m just going to keep ignoring you.”

“Yehura! You’re being rude to your elder brother.”

“He’s not even related to me…”

“Ow, harsh much, little bro. I think we need some quality bonding time.”

“No.”

“I think that’s a great idea. The two of you need to bond before you never see each other again.”

“I hope that day comes soon.”

“Jeeze, what’s up your a**? What have I done to you?”


Oh I could tell him…I could name every little thing he’s done so far. But that would only be a waste of my time.

“You need to practice your people skills. You can’t run a village if you can’t communicate with people, son. Maybe I’ll pay someone to give you lessons.”

“On people skills, dad? Why don’t you just send him outside, its cheaper.”

“Yuna, your brother needs all the help he can get, if I have I to spend tons of money on him to that help then I will. Just because I can afford to do it.”


Wow dad, thanks for caring about your son….

“What about me, dad? What do I get?”

“Cake!”

Even her timing is perfect. I don’t get it. She can’t be human. No one is this amazing. No one. I’m starting to think more and more than this is a dream…a long and detailed dream that also doubles as a nightmare.

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