while they were trying to wake me up, my grandma said that my grandpa had gotten online and sent all of my friends a pm that said: i'm not coming home. i'm staying here in illinois and i never want to speak to u again.
i was so scared that i covered my head and almost started crying. i almost yelled "i hate u!!!!!!! u made me lose my only real friends i ever had!!!!!!! i hate u!!!!!!!!! i'll never forgive u!!!!!!!!!" but i realized just as i got ready to yell, he didn't know my password.....i was so scared that i forgot that i don't keep my gaia loged in, so i have to type my password every time i log in.....i'm an idiot.....
but i was so scared. i really almost thought that my grandpa had made me lose all of my only true friends. these friends that i know at school and online too are the only friends i've had that aren't trying to chand me. i guess i hug out with my older ones because i hated bei ng alone more than i hated being bossed around....so these friends that i have are really important to me. just the thought of losing them scares me to tears....
Saiya Hyuuga · Sat Mar 22, 2008 @ 05:29pm · 1 Comments |