I felt happy, because I made a new blinding bright xanga layout, proclaiming my love for rainbows.
Now I feel sad, because I did something stupid and offended someone and it was all an accident and now she hates me, along with everyone else.
Now I feel confused because going back into that thread would be, well, awkward. I wrote a big apology because I was and am sorry, but... she hasn't responded yet... so I don't know if that means she was offended by the apology too, or what.
In other news, I'm painting my room.
In other other news, suicide is not the answer.
In other other other news, it's kind of sad that no one else reads this journal - it's a bit like talking to myself. I've never gotten a comment. Ever.