Lately, I feel so distracted and confused...I'm not even quite sure what to post today.
I will, however, say that I feel like things are finally starting to work. Today was a lot better than last week.
A couple of fleeting thoughts of suicide acutally flashed through my head, but do you know how infernally stupid that would be? Nothing in this world can last forever, and no matter how crappy I feel, suicide would be dumbest (and, to be frank, most selfish) option. What was I thinking?