I'm there calling but you never answer.
I feel so alone in this world...why won't you look at me.
Please talk to me I want an answer. Don't turn away.
Mistake...mistake...it was all a mistake, I don't belong here.
Just a burden...it's all I am. Why do I live though?
Do you care? No, you love them more than me.
Given a chance to kill but I cant because there are words still left unsaid.
I say them but you never listen to what I say.
You're killing me on the inside and don't even know.
How heartless you really are. Don't hate me.
I should have left long ago but I couldn't because of you.
You don't care if I stay or leave but then why do you chain me.
Slash....Cut....Burn. It's what I feel as this pain slides across my arms.
This pain is my only way for relief and you don't notice the scars left behind.
My scars will soon write out your name....but....
You probably wont even bother to notice it.
As this crimson rain falls upon me my world becomes a blur.
Don't leave me alone! I don't want to fade away....
Oblivion....please....don't take me....I'm at the edge....
Why can't I feel anybody there anymore?
Do I....jump.....or do I wait to be pushed?
Somebody don't leave me....please....hold me. I don't want to be alone!
I'm becoming numb and I can't move anything, its too hard.
Please someone....kill me now before it's too late.
Someone....save me. Breath....its....so cold....look...its.....
Snowing. Its cold....and red. I don't feel you anymore.
Who are you, I don't remember who you are now. I think she died.
It's cold and blurry. Your face is fuzzy and I reach up to you.
You aren't there, your just a figment of my imagination now.
I can go on. The pain is my wings of light and dark.
This pain that I feel is still there but is lifted into the twilight sky.
In this cold crismon snow I lay there.....motionless.
No life left....its without a trace. Gone with my soul.
This pain is still there but has made a smile....
I don't understand why though.
Staring upward I see the snow fall....it's so cold I don't feel it anymore.
You left me alone and nobody is there to save me.
The ice cracks and I drown in a fog of crimson.
Words still left unsaid.....please, why are you killing me?
Why....did you leave me alone to suffer.....
· Mon Jan 14, 2008 @ 08:00am · 0 Comments