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Peter Ed
Peter Ed


Name: Peter Ed
Mode of Combat: Crude Grappling, Sword Combat. Flame Thrower
Birthday: June 7, 1989
Height: 5'10''
Weight: 143 lb
Measurements: 32'32
Birthplace: Deland, FL
Hobby: Dismantling Parts
Personal Treasure: Himself.
Favorite Food: Pizza
Dislikes: Tomatoes
Forte in Sports: Running
Other things worth mentioning:

History:

Peter was born on June 7, 1989. He is currently 18 years of age and in six months from the new year of 2008, he will be 19. Peter was relinquished into a family of many problems, financially and mentally. His mother, the second of five children was mentally handicapped and lacked the requirements of society, she was taking medication to help keep her mind stable. His, sister at age thirteen tried to kill Peter with a garden rake when he was six years old and if it hadn't been for his Grand parents to visit him on that day, surely he would not be alive today. Peter was born of a mental disorder as well, something that prohibited him to learn as other children did. If it was not for a certain moment in his life where he discovered self-actualization, it wouldn't be possible for him to exhibit the same behavior as he does now. Peter strove for greatness at an early age, it was in the third grade that he truly discovered his intellect, though as slow as his learning was; He had studied all night for a science exam and for the review the day before, he had answered all the question correctly. Inside, Peter felt the utmost pride and accomplishment for himself, for it had been he, the one who was called dumb and slow since kindergarten; it was he that answered the questions, he kept the floor. Nothing had ever filled Peter up with such happiness than this moment, but it would certainly be the only moment in his life that his happiness was virtuous.

By the sixth grade, Peter exhibited intellectual skills other students of his grade did no posses. His ability to comprehend subject matter, and to realize common sense greatly impacted the teachers that taught him. He was placed in higher learning classes later in his life, but he was still in Slow Learning Disability Classes in middle school, so his teachers simply passed it by and ignored it as a folly. This tore through Peters soul like a rabid dog to a rabbit. His anger towards his teachers turned to fantasies of death, this was attributed to to his mental disability which he acquired from his mother, anger he did not learn to control and it flourished beyond his judgment at times. He was often sent to his schools psychiatrist for mental evaluation and anger management. Here it was discovered that his home life was not the best of conditions for a growing child, the fact that his mother was mentally handicapped and his sister was crazy affected his ability to see right from wrong, constant subjection to brutality by his sibling resulted in a maniacal behavior that would be exhibited in his later years.

At the end of his eight grade year in middle school, his psychiatrist suggested an transference of guardianship to a foster family which would hopefully take care of him. Because of Peters age, the Foster family was reluctant to take Peter, and he saw this. This impacted him emotionally and thought of himself as less than everyone else, despite his intellect. Peter frequently looked into a mirror analyzing himself, what could be possibly be wrong with him? He looked and saw only his demons, peering into his own eyes was something that had been profoundly impressionable to him. Here, in this moment he found a fire burning within him, something that harbored vast intellect and knowledge that beckoned his soul forward. He bit into his vision like Adam and the apple, immersed deeply in his thoughts. Here, Peter saw a man dressed in black and it was here that Peter sold his soul to the Devil for Power and Knowledge. The Devil promised Peter that he would never have to fear pain again, in fact he would enjoy it and use it for his advantage. The devil was compassionate and in Peters eyes related to his pain and in these moments, Peter bonded with the Devil; he and the Devil as one.

He emerged from his dreams to find himself changed, he wasn't a skinny kid anymore. He was strong and muscular, his appearance changed from sickly to healthy and on his left arm, protecting it from the light was armor, its edges sharp and dangerous, with his Gauntlet fierce and clawed. From his knees to his feet was armor, the armor covering the knees acquiring a spike that protruded outwards. His shins and feet were armored with adamantium alloys, these alloys also formed the Armor on his left arm. The tip of his armor boots were weaponized by spikes sloped upwards. His pants had turned a black color with his waist covered by armor and growing downwards covering his groin and outer thighs. Feeling powerful, his mind jumped into action, the most important thing right now was to destroy all those who saw his weakness, this was his foster family, his actual family and everyone in his life that had known of his illness. Because he slaughtered so many people, it was obvious that Peter was psychotic, no one knew of his power, for if they did. Surely he would be put in the loony bin. After a while someone was able to report peter to the law and he was hunted. He ran, for in his whole life he saw the law as power that he would never posses. He hid deep in woods, the sound of dogs barking in the night, hunting him. The Devil came to him again that night and comforted him and told him, he could beat them. So thus, in that darkness he stalked his prey and killed those men that hunted him, blood poured off his person, his facade as red as crimson, it was thereby established that Peter had lost it, for he clawed at his own flesh, discovering that this pain felt like an orgasm, his own blood seeped from his wounds. He laughed and he laughed, his laughter was like a wolves howl to the moon. Then he vanished. Reappearing in Gaia years later.

Personality:

Dr. Tim Stevens, Criminal Profiler. Ph. D Psychology 8/9/06

Subject: Peter Ed

Peter has accumulated a large number of mental illnesses that range from mediocre and socially acceptable to dangerous and criminal, one of his minor mental illnesses is an obsessive compulsive disorder that forces him to count things, he doesn't exactly count things more than once like other OCD sufferers, he's along the lines of just counting things in general, like how many shades are on the blinds and other such mediocre things. His social personality is in the 'shitter', he has acquired Dual Personality syndrome which has affected his sense of reality, because of this other personality, "Ed." As Peter refers to him; has distorted his judgment in more ways than one, his sense of compassion for human life as been replaced by hate and distrust, this other personality does not simply act as a "conscience" but often it seems that the personality of Ed takes over Peter in a very profound way; almost as if Peter has become Ed. This is disturbing because Ed is a psychopath that feels no remorse for the loss of life, or even for himself. At least Peter has a sociopathic behavior that exhibits itself when Ed is not in control. Not to sound condescending towards Peter, but this behavior is no help to Peter because Peter finds Ed to be a friend and often he is conversing with Ed; with himself.

Peter does not seem to exhibit any Bipolar tendencies but it would seem that Ed does, based on the evidence of self-mutilation. Then again, Ed is almost smiling and cheer about everything, happiness seems to stem from murder and death for both personalities and even without destruction of life, the destruction of Peters body seems to enhance arousal for him, why this is, is still a mystery to me. Perhaps this is a reaction to his antisocial behavior where he has been neglected of love from anyone.






 
 
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