How come I feel so alone?
I have people constantly saying they love me yet the pain won't fade.
I have two guys who care.
I know how I feel about one and the other confuses me.
Why can't I make a choice without hurting the other, even if one says it won't hurt?
Why do people have to lie to me?
Why can't they tell the truth?
Why won't my parents listen and only chose to scream?
Why is it whenever I am around they plaster on fake faces and pretened to be someone else?
Why can't I help but to hide how I feel?
Why wont people listen when I say I don't know?
Why is it I feel happy, when I know it's all going to go back to hell?
Why is it when I try to be honest I can't speak?
Why do people only listen when they see you cry?
Why do I live in fear of myslef?
How is it possible I don't know what I want?
redrebel225 Community Member 
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and no matter if u feel alone there will always be some one there
i know i cant be on the comp right now
but im always just a phone call away
i love u nat
we have both made it this far
only a couple more years and we are free
and dont worry about hurting other people
always tell them whats true
ok