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...I'm not dead, I promise! It's...been a while. I'm not sure what I can say. I know I probably worried a lot of people, and I'm truly sorry. I needed space. I needed time. Not from any one person, I just needed a chance to sit back and get a handle on my life. ...So that's what I've been doing. I'm at college now. Truman State University. State college, but a difficult college. I think I'm doing well. It's actually the beginning of finals week. I've got one tomorrow (er...today?) that I've been spending the vast majority of my time studying for. (It's evil! I swear! EEEEVIL) I'm in a perfectly happy relationship, if currently long-distance, that my parents are not going to approve of once they find out...mostly just because that's the way they are. Feh. But depending on what happens in his life, he might be coming up here next semester. We're trying to get it all sorted out. Uh...I've got some friends, a roommate I get along well with, and life is good. Am I coming back to Gaia? No. Definitely not. One of the things I determined in my internet hiatus is that this life, this virtual existence we have here, it can be good. It can be great. You can meet amazing people here. It can support you when you're down and bring you up when you're happy. But it can't be your life. There's a big world out there. Far more than you can find in a computer screen. If you never get off the computer chair, how can you experience it? I've got college, I've got friends, I've got someone I love. The internet has long since waned from my life, and I don't want it to be such a huge part anymore. I guess I just...wanted to say hello. To see how everyone was doing. To let you know I'm okay. Gods, I can barely remember what all this was like. Things have changed a lot. Both here and within. I'm not even sure what I can say. Well, I'll try to drop by here and there to say hi. It's the least I could do.

Posted by: InternalHardDrive Tue Dec 11, 2007 @ 06:27am

"Perhaps it is good to have a beautiful mind, but an even greater gift is to discover a beautiful heart."

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Commented on: Tue Dec 11, 2007 @ 06:53am


	I can relate in many ways. Even though I haven't left Gaia outright, there have been several periods where people were wondering if I'd dropped off the face of the planet while I was getting a grip on my real life, my local life. sweatdrop I'm glad your life is working out so well for you, and thanks for stopping by to say hello! Hopefully your life continues to progress! ^_^

Commented on: Tue Dec 11, 2007 @ 06:05pm


	aw. I misses you. sad Have fun with your LDR and life though.

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Commented on: Tue Dec 11, 2007 @ 09:42pm


	It's nice to see that you're enjoying life. 3nodding I'm glad to hear from you! ... Even though I highly doubt you remember me. xD

Commented on: Tue Dec 11, 2007 @ 09:52pm


	...I think I might. whee Did your username change?

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Commented on: Tue Dec 11, 2007 @ 11:18pm


	It was wonderful getting to talk to you again. Drop in in another several months so's I don't worry about you? xd hugs

Commented on: Wed Dec 12, 2007 @ 01:32am


	IHD!!! I miss you <3333 I'm happy your real life is happy though biggrin You're right, irl always is and always will be more important then online. I hope your life keeps being great <3

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Commented on: Wed Dec 12, 2007 @ 05:18am


	I miss you! Glad RL is good. Hope to hear from you.

Commented on: Wed Dec 12, 2007 @ 09:44pm


	Wow, you ARE still alive. XD It's been forever! I'm glad you're having a nice time away from Gaia, and I hope life continues to be positive for you. :3 It was nice to see a journal comment from you, seeing as how I thought you fell off of the face of the earth. XD I just got my internet connection turned back on today, so sorry about the late reply as well. :B Just keep truckin' in real life, and thanks for the comment you left me on my journal. It brought up my hopes for people, even if just a little bit~

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Commented on: Thu Dec 13, 2007 @ 12:10am


	snugs everyone <3 Spencer: I didn't fall off the face of the earth, I just went into ninja mode. ninja I was so ninja that I didn't even know I was doing it. That's the ULTIMATE kind. Well, I'm glad~ Don't lose faith in humanity just yet. There's still some good to be had. Just keep trying and you'll find it. It's there. I'll have to get a hold of you so we can catch up. XD It's been a while.

Commented on: Thu Dec 13, 2007 @ 12:26am


	Yeah, it has. o_o; My AIM is still OMG Spencer Kun if you wanna talk or something. :]

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Commented on: Thu Dec 13, 2007 @ 06:48am


	We fluvs the IHD. throws shiny confetti

Commented on: Thu Dec 13, 2007 @ 11:30pm


	Hooray, you're not dead! I wasn't too worried about you, I figured you were just busy living. I am glad you've found an interesting life out there, and I hope that things just keep gettin better. ^_^

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Commented on: Sun Dec 16, 2007 @ 09:33pm


	Sounds like things are going really well for you! I'm happy you've found a life that makes you really happy. Never forget those you met online though, even those of us you didn't talk to all the time. ^_^

Commented on: Sun Dec 16, 2007 @ 09:34pm


	IHD <3 We all misses you. I'm glad you are happier offline and I hope you wont be a stranger every once and awhile. <3

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Commented on: Mon Dec 31, 2007 @ 06:21am


	So glad you're alive and doing well. <3 I really miss you, even if we never really knew each other like close friends. If you ever wanna drop me an IM, I've got AIM, it's Silagaia. have fun with everything, and keep in touch every so often~ <3 luff

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