Things have been really strange for me lately. I've felt kind of down and not really entirely happy, no matter how much I smile and laugh. I can't really explain the feeling. Its almost detached, like its not coming from me. Likes it's someone else's emotions and thier being channeled through me. Like last friday. Didn't know why, but I completely lost my mind and broke down like an insane phsycopath. Like I have no control over myself or my emotions. Honestly.
I appologize to all those who had to witness my weakness, I know it was weird, hard to understand, and prolly pretty ugly. I hope you never have to see me like that again, thanknyou very much. Except for Shane, because he has the nasty knack of being around when ever I blow up, poor sap.
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