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I sit in my room lost in the chaos that is my mind. My world crumbles as clock ticks. I stand still in the rushing river that is life as all around me move on. I lose myself in fantasy but cannot stay there forever. In a rush a speed I feel complete but soon must stop as I reach my destination. I cry out in silence for a hand to help me but my voice is lost in doubt. Will time ever move forward for me, will I ever find myself, will I even see the dawn, will I ever stop weeping inside and find happyness? My heart bleeds as I pour out my soul hoping for a touch hoping for...... light.