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Life with Boys in it!!!

This journal will be about Boys how they make our lives good and horrible! I'm a shy, quiet girl who likes to have fun, but no one knows that except my friends that I hang out with all the time! I like to write about guys basically because I'm a girl

Barbie06
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Posted: Fri Jun 03, 2005 @ 09:55pm

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	Hi, today this journal will be about a guy I truly care about even though he thinks I shouldn't care about him. His name is Fab. To me he is a great musical gothic guy. He is in a band, writes his own songs, and wears black clothes. He is truly talented with the songs he writes. I actually met him through my best friend they were dating and engaged but now everything went all wrong. Now I'm talking to him and we have made a really good friendship I wanted to date him but he wasn't really ready he thought that since we live too far away from each other that it wouldn't work. I was positive in everything and he was always negative until he thought of our friendship he liked talking to me. I enjoyed our conversations. But the one thing I think I did wrong to hurt Fab was that I went out with a guy when I wanted to go out with him instead. But we all do make mistakes, and he said I should date people and not to wait. I guess I couldn't wait so right now I am currently dating someone. But I still care about Fab I always will. I'll never forget him. I like the way he thinks, and talks just his personality it is so good. The way he talks about life and romance is so deep just like he knows so much about it. Well I hope Fab will someday forgive me that I went out with someone while I was trying to be with him. He says he isn't mad, but he did say he kind of got hurt. I'm so sorry Fab. crying

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Commented on: Mon Jun 06, 2005 @ 12:29pm


	i kinda know how fab would have felt, seeing as the same sorta thing happened to me. the girl asked me out, but i decided 2 answer thenext day because i wanted to think, but the next day i found out she was going out with someone, i forgave her, so i wouldnt worry about it, im sure it'll be alright after a while

Commented on: Sun Jun 12, 2005 @ 12:52am


	Hey Barbie, well im talking to u right now. well i know how Fab felt. but its ok i think, nothing to worry about. i think so hes a great musical gothic guy, wow, thats nice, i think. hum, well u must care about him a lot, thats nice to see from a girl. its a pitty u both two live too far away. but who knows, someday u may meet each other, so at least u could talk for a while. dont u think? but u are a nice girl, so i bet he cares about u too, and hes not mad at u or something like that. xd well i better go ok? take care sooo much love ya Fab

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Commented on: Tue Jun 14, 2005 @ 01:55pm


	very nice and yes he is a grate guy and iam sure he understnads and knows what happend i think that u guys would be grate together u have alot in comen unlike me i dont know about but i do know that i still like him alot and i wish i would of never done what i did to him and i am really sorry fab if u read this anyway i hope u guys are happy and barbie i loved ur jurnal it was awsome and dont worry cuz life just goes on just like it did with me anyway i will syop talking now just be good to him ok thats all he doesnt need someone like me who will go behind his back and do things to make him upset so anyway iam just happy for u and him

Commented on: Tue Jun 14, 2005 @ 04:48pm


	Thanks on that great comment yeah Fab is a really great guy. We do have some similarities. I'm sure he knows your really sorry. Well about you telling me to be good to him you know you don't have to worry because you know what type of person I am by hanging out with me everyday. I am nice, quiet, like to help, and I just don't see the need to make people mad, sad, and just to argue with them. I feel like everyone should be careful we only live life once why do we all need enemies. Well thanks I'm glad your happy for us, I know I'm happy that I get to talk to him every night he is really great.

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Commented on: Wed Jun 15, 2005 @ 01:53am


	That sucks... but, like I always say: talk2hand rofl

Commented on: Wed Jun 15, 2005 @ 05:08pm


	Hey D.D. what are you talking about? What sucks? Babsy.

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Commented on: Thu Jun 16, 2005 @ 12:05am


	Hello again, well i have no idea what i can say about this whole thing, im just sory for everything. i dont know well take care ok? see ya soon i hope bye bye fab

Commented on: Thu Jun 16, 2005 @ 12:13am


	Hey Fab, what are you sorry for? I don't see a reason of why you would be sorry? Well Bye. Barbie!

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Commented on: Thu Jun 16, 2005 @ 01:43am


	Nothing... I think I was kinda high when I wrote that.. lol rofl

Commented on: Thu Jun 16, 2005 @ 05:08pm


	wow okay D.D. high on caffiene i guess whoa. stare no more soda for you! rofl

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Commented on: Thu Jun 16, 2005 @ 07:08pm


	wow that realy sucks..although a messup on your part..i think that he realy isnt that mad at you, if he is a good friend..and i know you want more, friends can forgive..but a heart is not something to mess with.

Commented on: Thu Jun 16, 2005 @ 07:21pm


	yeah i feel bad that i messed up, i know i did. crying i know feelings, emotions, and the heart are nothing to fool with someone can really get hurt really bad. i've been hurt a couple of times by guys dissing me, but i get over it with time. well i just have one question for you what do you mean by you know i want more? more what?

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Commented on: Sat Jun 18, 2005 @ 02:57am


	he was your friend am i not right? well you wanted more than friends from i take it and evidently he didnt want that from you. if thats more clear..to be blunt you wanted to be his gf and he didnt feel that way. but that may not be, you were with someone when asking him..he may not want that anymore for what you did.

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