well...last week on 8/30/07 sadly my dad pasted away...it has been really hard for me...i am so empty inside...my mom is taking it as hard as i am of course...but she takes it a step futher and she is blaming herself...and all i can say is no but she will say what she wants to...my father cheated death twice...but it sucks there is no 3rd time...he was a great man a great father and a awesome friend...if you ever needed anything he either be there or help find a way for you to do what you needed to do...he was the best father...i was the youngest and he let me get away with so much because he loved SO much....my oldest two sisters didnt get away with what i did lol...he was so proud that i went back to school(college)...i just wish the three things i always wanted to give him i could before he went...i wanted him to see me graduate and see my certificate saying "Massage Therapist and Health Educater", i wanted him to see me get married and be happy, i also wanted to give him at least one grandchild before he left....but sadly i cant....i know he is with me always...but you know i wanted him to be there in person so see it and see how happy i was and i wanted to see that big smile on his face showing how happy and proud he was of me...i was SO close to my father...we did so much when i was growing up...which i hold close and dear to my heart...i will be getting another tat...a special memorial one just for him...its going on my left arm so i have my dad close to my heart....i know he is always with me...and HE is the reason i am going to finish school and graduate on january 17th the week before my 21st bday...everything i do it for my dad...well i am at a lose of words...i just miss him alot...well i guess i am gonna end with it i loved my dad and i still do...R.I.P. dad 7/30/54-8/3007
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