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First part of my rant.
This is just a little ramble. Take what you want from it and leave the rest. Im very talkative yet I dont want to hear anyone elses voice.

A very wise girl once told me that to let go is to make the choice of a lifetime. Do you just give it all up? Your daughters, your husband, your angels? Do you take the chance to never see them again? Do you give up that endless light which had guided you through the dark and through those tough moments.

Do you leave all those people behind. The ones who made you smile, the ones who made you laugh? The ones who made you cry, hurt yourself, the ones who made you wish that you were the only one in the world? She told me that in the darkness part of the night an angel is fighting for her wings and watching the others who need her like you. We will always be here. I've followed you for eternity and you burn brighter than any I have ever seen. Such a complex mind and yet you are easy to read when you smile. You hide nothing yet everything at the same time.

What was hidden is now unlocked and you've got them all smiling down on you yet you cannot smile because with what you wanted came a great hidden ordeal. I cannot stand to see my angel cry yet your tears and your eyes are so pretty. I cannot stand to look at the hidden scars all over your body. Just like a paper doll you've been walked all over you. Your smile hides the stars, the heavens, and a broken soul. You've paid a high price and yet in this time you are here to do a great thing. We all stand with you... If only you could open up to us the way you've opened up to me. Remember that no matter how dark and alone you seem we are all watching over you.

If only that perfect little angel with rainbow wings could just realize how valuable and prized she is. If only you could wait a few moments and just sit there and let that smile be preserved in stone. Your true smiles are worth their weight in gold sense they are so rare. Promise me something Angel. You will always let me live within you and be so true to you. Always be that cherry blossom child who will guard over you forever. Fight your fights. Hurt those who hurt you. Make those who make you happy know that. Be there with you when you cry a river of tears...

That is what my very wise girl once said.